Confused Thoughts! ( Day 48) by salmanbukhari54

steemitschoolpoetry · @salmanbukhari54 · Apr 24 '18 (edited)

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Confused Thoughts! ( Day 48)

## <center>Reader's Notes</center>
*Life is a mixture of pains, worries and sometimes happiness. Although, sometimes in a phase of life we spend wonderful time with our soul mates or with whom we have a strong bonding. It feels deep in heart when someone rejects your true feelings in a very arrogant way. This poem is the story of a painful rejected heart who remained silent even after being discussed his feelings.*

![image.png](https://gateway.ipfs.io/ipfs/QmaG1PySjKmhh26cd8V3sU4uSo7i79qoT8tgCvKvbDNo34)
[Source](https://gateway.ipfs.io/ipfs/QmaG1PySjKmhh26cd8V3sU4uSo7i79qoT8tgCvKvbDNo34)

## ~Confused Thoughts!
We remained intense to each other, 

Regardless of our glow and hospitality, 

Give us a chance to become companions once more 

After every conflict of those experiences. 

![image.png](https://gateway.ipfs.io/ipfs/QmQJsADKPHcubMm5Mtc9g19oP7rrHomXDEBkF78TJEph8o)
[Source](https://gateway.ipfs.io/ipfs/QmQJsADKPHcubMm5Mtc9g19oP7rrHomXDEBkF78TJEph8o)

At the point when will our relation be refreshed 

By the sight of pristine spring,

How many downpours will it take 

to wash away the bloodstains? 

![](https://steemitimages.com/DQmfToqpUgyeof7ii5dW3MKVMZ2zPsxo5smbsTxr5iTAXzo/image.png)
[Source](https://steemitimages.com/DQmfToqpUgyeof7ii5dW3MKVMZ2zPsxo5smbsTxr5iTAXzo/image.png)

How unforgiving were the situations, 

That marked the end of love’s hurt 

How brutal were those mornings, 

That made our merciless evenings? 

There happened a tragedy with my feelings,

I allowed my thoughts to consider you above,

Above.. than my whole vision,

By putting my grievances aside!

![](https://steemitimages.com/DQmU52v32c44PceFtTY6D4wCg4DGiEWZSjhUSaBBxeqLVWx/image.png)
[Source](https://steemitimages.com/DQmU52v32c44PceFtTY6D4wCg4DGiEWZSjhUSaBBxeqLVWx/image.png)

Putting my whole life on the line,

I stepped forward to express, but

After all was said and done, all that

Should have been said remained unsaid.

![image.png](https://gateway.ipfs.io/ipfs/QmTXiJwdcYGkXUnJ37HEAKhB3LBeiEvYfgCyPyMKzYFhJE)
This is my submission for **Day 48 of the 100 Day Poetry Challenge** organised by poet and artist, Daniel Pendergraft @d-pend

If you think that you have potential to share with the world then do take part in this wonderful contest [100 Day Poetry Challenge](https://steemitschool/@d-pend/announcing-the-steemit-school-poetry-100-day-challenge) and feel free to join [Steemit School discord](https://discordapp.com/invite/hyfYQ9P)
![image.png](https://gateway.ipfs.io/ipfs/QmTXiJwdcYGkXUnJ37HEAKhB3LBeiEvYfgCyPyMKzYFhJE)



<center>© Salman Bukhari</center>

👍 d-pend, pharesim, pollux.one, neoxian, rabeel, purepinay, salmanbukhari54, mikehamm, kamchore, intansary

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@a-0-0 · Apr 24 '18

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@kamchore · Apr 24 '18

Amazing words of wisdom from the bottom of your heart 
My favorite one is 
>How many downpours will it take 
to wash away the bloodstains?

Heart touching words. keep sharing @salmanbukhari54

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@salmanbukhari54 · Apr 27 '18

Thank you so much for the wonderful feedback :)

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