Being dumped hurts by sandrina.life

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· @sandrina.life ·
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Being dumped hurts
This is more or less the summary of my day.

 ![rat.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmahxYXqBfeR4GqKqo9mwt64k8U51QjAa1vQwqgBYrdxXF/rat.jpg)

Since nobody knows me here, (thanks Steemit community for the complete animosity) I feel I can rant about anything. 
I have been crying for hours and when I finally stopped because I had no more tears left, my head was hurting for the strong cry.
 
It has been 6 months since I have been ditched by my ex boyfriend. I truly loved him and it is hard to accept that he simply doesn't. I killed my feelings, humiliated myself to the bottom and had nothing else left in my dignity.
I have been trying to chase other weirdos like me, but I guess I am not sending the right signals because nothing seems to work.
I feel to cry while at the supermarket or when I am working in front of the computer, then I hide my head so nobody can hear me. 
I am singing for hours and hours (I sing shit) trying to heal. 
Healing has been so difficoult. 
Today, the dead rat made me feel less lonely.
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@novo · (edited)
I know what days like these feel  alike. But please don't forget, sandrina- the pain will fade away. Every day a little more. 
You, too, will find your true love. Don't believe in these words, believe in Live itself. 
God bless, darling 
Many Hugs <3
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@sandrina.life ·
thank you for your kind words
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