![](https://i.imgur.com/0vB18LB.png) *Source by @seo-boss* # Depression --- The head goes its own way. and everything seems trapped in the shadow realm. People have become so sad. Life has lost the courage and tribulation is in the brightest sunshine. Oh, joy, laughter, creativity, Enthusiasm, where have you fled to? There's a stone in my chest a dark dwarf that strangles me with a force of a thousand giants. I can't tell what it is doing it feels like I've already died. A pressure goes through my temples. Thoughts are like dark mists, i hide me before the world. Every step seems impossible to me and every action inhibits itself. Chemistry in the head, the mood fluctuates. The days flow like syrup. Fatigue almost kills me accompanied by the fear of tomorrow. A long hustle and bustle every day flooded with doubts of life. The smallest step is too big for me. I don't want to find understanding. Dark breath, let me alone! I want peace to permeate me. Leave my sarcophagus. You power sick my brains. My life is trapped in fear. I can't say what fear. It's a curse wrapped around me so thick and no scissors cut it. So I'm lying in a grief. The architect has forgotten me, it seems. So am I already buried alive? I give you my heart and soul. Relieve my agony that has no name! Damn it forever, so many are tortured. They plunge into a deep gorge. The power of the snake chokes me too hard. I can't stay here, I'm getting free ... In the end I only want salvation, nothing else ... Go away, you black gem! Do I have to rot? So it seems intentional. I was a person with skin and hair. The world seemed to me with heart and love. Now I'm a zombie. The last tears and red juice accompanies my last deed. © by myself # Ave Atque Vale! [![](https://i.imgur.com/ZEE4v1T.png)](https://steemit.com/@seo-boss)
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Hi! Did you know that steemit.com is now censoring users and posts based on their opinions? All the posts of these users are gone! https://github.com/steemit/condenser/commit/3394af78127bdd8d037c2d49983b7b9491397296 Here's a list of some banned users: ```'roelandp', 'blocktrades', 'anyx', 'ausbitbank', 'gtg', 'themarkymark', 'lukestokes.mhth', 'netuoso', 'innerhive'``` See anyone you recognize? There could be more, they also have a remote IP ban list. Will you be censored next?
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@seo-boss, Looks like all your indepth feelings reflecting in these words. Keep writing these kind of meaningful and impactful poetry pieces. Stay blessed.
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This poem is amazing. And the end sounds scary, although for some it is the harsh truth about the path they choose. Thank you very much for this extremely meaningful poem @seo-boss
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@steemingcurators curate. @seo-boss creates breathtaking, meaningful poems with important messages. He is able to convey not just his messages but his feelings on the subject as well. I believe his content is extremely important and worth mentioning!
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Thank you for the mention. I also like what and especially how you write ;-).
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Thank you very much. No need to thank me you deserve it. 🤗
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