![spacee.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmafPtZEVUDXkcGmQHyDD2MRtBuJY5jTLNatpyA6e1fFob/spacee.jpg) I am the type of person that can be standing in a crowd of people I know and feel all alone. I am what they describe as an isolator. I like to keep to myself and avoid other people. I do not like the way I feel when I am doing this but it happens on an unconsciou level. Instead of talking to other people about whats going on inside my head I just keep it to my self. when this happens I literally live inside my own head. ![Freak_lg_625px.png](https://steemitimages.com/DQmbRz73YDfucre2UZeaA73wVhmfWC4ZXiDEZFAB6z9QhQB/Freak_lg_625px.png) # People just don't get me # I like to tell myself that I am not like most people. I am usually surrounded by people who " just don't get me". We have different religious views, different tastes in music, different philosophical views etc etc. I often feel like they are the normal ones and I am the outcast. People like me are not mainstream. We have our own tribe and because we are isolators its difficult for us to connect with each other. As a result, we feel alone. # Enough about your freakin cat already # Last night I was sitting at the family campfire with about 10 or so other adults. I know that they are not interested in any of things that I am passionate about. Here are a few things I love : Steemit, Crypto-currency, Science fiction, Self help , Spirituality, Technology, Conspiracy theroy, Health and fitness. We sat around and talked about cat , just like we do every night at the campfire. Now I like cats and have four of them but ,I just couldn't take it anymore. I just got up and left. I went home to watch Crypto Daily on Youtube. ( Love that guy) # I am a victim. I blame them # One of the truths that I have discovered is that It is never about other people. Its always about me. At all times I am personally responsible for myself. If I want to be around people who share the same interest and passions that I have, I need to step out of my Isolation. I have to search out my tribe. I usually find this to be very uncomfortable. I was never one to go out and make friends, I usually become friends with people who actively seek out my friendship. Its no wonder that I find myself in this current situation. Nothing changes if nothing changes. Action is required in order for transformation # There is something more going on here. I usually start to feel all alone when something bigger is going on. I tend to isolate even more and I become agitated. In this case, I know what my bigger story is. I met a woman, quit my job to be with her, moved to another state and had expectations of starting a business, The money situation changed and starting a business is not an option right now, I have been out looking for work and the only jobs I qualify for , I don't want to do. Blah Blah Blah... .... I want to write a book and the truth is that I am not that good of a writer yet. Yet ........ I just need some more practice... My girlfriend and my family do not feel that writing is a real Job. ![2016-01-04-1451925790-3366395-obiwan.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmWSJkZBE3tx72B7Qj678taVXyNifRpboQzgwjvdZvB5Wd/2016-01-04-1451925790-3366395-obiwan.jpg) # Luke use the Force. Trust the Force I have learned that things always work out the way they are supposed to whenever I follow my gut. I know that a factory job is not my destiny. A job will just get in the way of my writing and I don't really need the income. I have a hard time just knowing that my girlfriend and family do not approve. I feel guilt and shame even though I know am not a freeloader. I can make the writing thing work I just need some more time. I don't even believe in a 9-5 Job. I think its a trap and a cage that you can never get out of. # Do the right thing for the right reasons So I have been looking for work and have had five Interviews. I am not sure I want these jobs but whats even worse is that I have not heard anything back yet. The feeling of rejection really sucks. I wonder if this is a sign that I should be doing something else. In the meantime, I will continue writing and looking for work and see what happens. That the best I can do at this particular moment. I have faith that everything will work out the way it was meant to. I am doing my part and that the best I can do. I am sure I am not alone but, it sure feels that way sometimes
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You are not alone feeling like sometimes you're alone in the universe :D I think many peoples have simillar feelings too
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Thanks for the company
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***"If I want to be around people who share the same interest and passions that I have, I need to step out of my Isolation. I have to search out my tribe."*** This is a very truthful statement and I came to this realization several years ago. The people that were at the campfire were not wrong as per their reality and you are not wrong with your reality either. Don't be so hard on yourself. The right door will open for you as long as you have patience and remain hopeful. Good luck!
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Thanks for the comment. I agree with what you said. There is no right and wrong. Its all perception
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You are NOT alone. Might feel like it, but you are part of a lot of things that are bigger than you. You have a large and valuable purpose that is unfolding even if you don't always see. Courage! I will believe for the best job for you, trusting for goodness and abundance. And joy =)
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thanks for your comment. Of course I agree with you, but when you are laying face down in the dirt the hardest part is getting up. It gets easier after that
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So true. I've spent an unfortunate time with my face in the dirt too. Here's a virtual hand up...
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hello, @sostrin ![comment.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmc3uQSJ6Z139BfKitWqguhTqcuyDdkeGyEt2PUpoT1mt9/comment.jpg)
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@sostrin, Enjoyed your post. Salutations. I am JaiChai. Very pleased to meet you. RE: Your Post ***"Be the enigma. The view is better from that vantage point - and a Hell of alot more entertaining!"*** Upvoted and following you, amigo. Keep posting and I'll keep reading. Namaste, JaiChai
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Sounds like a classic introvert. I am one for sure. Perfect for radio.
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I have felt like this my entire life. I just always felt like I wasn't meant for this world. I know I was very sick as a tiny child and have had many close calls in my life but I am still here. I think sometimes I may be too empathetic but I am who I am. I have come to the conclusion that maybe I am here to be there for others when possible. I don't consider myself religious but I do believe in God and prayer. May the White Light of Protection surround you and help you on your journey here.
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Keep up the good work, try not to care what other people think. It was many many years before I realized I was an introvert. Many people would be surprised to hear me say that I am one. I have a very boistrous extrovert 'mask' that I put on when around others, but eventually I just get tired and want a-everybody to go away or b-to go away from everybody. Luckily I found a lovely lady who loves me for who I am not for how I act in public. I hope you can find that too! Keep writing my friend, the path will become clear in its own time.
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Thanks for the identification. I relate to the "MASK". More will be revealed!
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#bellyrubchallenge WINNER!:)) --- ***Congrats! ;))*** Stay awesome! ---
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<p>This wonderful post has received a bellyrub 0.66 % upvote from @bellyrub thanks to this cool cat: @kid4life. My pops @zeartul is one of your top steemit witness, if you like my bellyrubs please go vote for him, if you love what he is doing vote for this comment as well.</p>
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<p>Congratulations! This post has been upvoted from the communal account, @minnowsupport, by sostrin from the Minnow Support Project. It's a witness project run by aggroed, ausbitbank, teamsteem, theprophet0, someguy123, neoxian, followbtcnews/crimsonclad, and netuoso. The goal is to help Steemit grow by supporting Minnows and creating a social network. Please find us in the <a href="https://discord.gg/HYj4yvw">Peace, Abundance, and Liberty Network (PALnet) Discord Channel</a>. It's a completely public and open space to all members of the Steemit community who voluntarily choose to be there.</p>
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WOW, am I glad I decided to check out your profile and look at some of your posts! As I read this post, all I could think of was, "damn, this guy is writing like he knows the story of my life!" Have you ever looked into the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator battery? The idea is that everyone falls into one of sixteen personality types. You take a test to find out which type you are. When I took the test and got typed as an INFJ (Introverted iNtuition Feeling Judging), I started to read more about INFJs, and all of a sudden it was like everything in my life fell into place and suddenly, finally, made sense...And pretty much everything you posted on here leads me to believe that you might very well be an INFJ as well! Coincidentally, you used a picture of Obi-Wan Kenobi, who is commonly believed to also be typed as an INFJ! :P "Your Vibe Attracts Your Tribe." Perhaps we found each other on here for a reason :D I'm looking forward to reading more of your posts in the future!
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glad that you could identify. I have never read Myers-Brigg type Indicator battery, but I will check it out. I am a reader and I have read some similar things. Obi -Wan infj? Yeah That makes sense. I do not think personalitiy types are set in stone. Once a person becomes aware of who there are they can consciously change behavior patterens. Without awareness we are doomed to repeate the same patterns over and over .
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I agree, personality can and does definitely change over time depending on the circumstances of one's life, etc. But I also believe that sometimes there are just certain aspects of someone's personality that stand the test of time and stay with us throughout our lives. It's all quite interesting to think of, haha :P If you ever do decide to take the test, let me know what you end up with, I'd love to see if I guessed right!
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