My brother killed himself while calling his family and friends.... He ran a homeless shelter in Iowa and he also helped with many charities. He was full of life. He always told me to pursue my dreams. I started painting my feelings after he died... he was a great man. I started The Brad Boyles Suicide Awareness Foundation in his honor. ![FB_IMG_1490045574346.jpg]i(https://steemitimages.com/DQmZeGPmJP1bopkGMQByMeDe9fgBc7dZmJpkEFBQmQ4xXMo/FB_IMG_1490045574346.jpg)gave his time
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I have a different reaction when I see things like this and can almost relate to why someone would do something like this. I am sorry for your loss Have you seen? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stephen_Fry:_The_Secret_Life_of_the_Manic_Depressive
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