郁闷 by tanlikming

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· @tanlikming · (edited)
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郁闷
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#### 不好意思啊,你太辣了,
#### 为了保证接下来的睡眠品质,我必须牺牲你了。
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一个人百般无聊的开车出来,
想找个朋友聊聊天,
但我发现不知道要找谁,
我只想单纯的找个人说说话罢了,
我发现已经越来越困难,
步入中年的自己,
被我排除出去的朋友,
渐行渐远的朋友,
早已经下车的朋友。。。
能在一起聊天的朋友越来越少了,
真的是我要求高吗?
还是我的圈子太小了?
以前内心郁闷时,
总会想到干姐姐,
和姐姐喝喝茶,
聊一聊生活经历,
聊一聊解决问题的方法,
聊一聊面对生活的态度,
虽然没有结论,
但总能让人轻松许多,
现在。。。。

此时此刻,
坐在全家便利店里面,
吃着对我来说,
非常辣的冬阴功乌冬面和白萝卜,
喝着一杯完全无法解辣的冻绿茶,
外加一支好像还有一点解辣功能的黑加仑水,
坐在这家一个人都不认识的便利店里面,
我不喜欢一个人在餐馆吃东西,
宁愿挨饿也不吃,
我。。。好像已经变了,
我必须学会和自己相处,
我的肚子因为吃了那个很辣的食物,
肚子正在发烧,
真特么后悔在深夜时分吃这么辣的东西,
幸好只吃了一半,
否则今晚不用睡了。

唉。。。
回家吧,
家里人应该都睡了吧?
剩下半罐的黑加仑水带回家吧,
孩子们都爱喝,
为人子女,
我付出了半辈子青春,
为人丈夫,
我去年才刚庆祝锡婚,
为人父辈,
我的人生才开始了一半罢了,
反倒是现在,
百分百属于我的片刻,
吹着便利店里的冷风,
舒服的打着字,
就写到这里吧!



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@tipwaree ·
這非常好。😍

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@tanlikming ·
好辣,
辣的肚子现在仍然有些发热。

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@tipwaree ·
哦!! 一定要吃些辛辣的東西。
因為胃絕對是熱的。

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@annepink ·
哥这是被辣出的郁闷唉...

你以前知道自己不吃好辣的...就应该注意这一点啊...吃辣要根据自身体质酌情考虑

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@tanlikming ·
我能吃很辣,
没问题,
毕竟不再年轻,
没必要和自己肠胃过不去。

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@annepink ·
对呀...你就不要吃那么辣嘛...以前就听你说过...你还这样嘛呢

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