Beyond My Control by theturtleproject

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Beyond My Control

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This is from "My Time" https://theturtleproject1.bandcamp.com/album/my-time


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LYRICS
Why am I always trying to justify 
The things that are out of my control ? 
I gotta learn to let it go 
Understand that there's problems 
That as much as I want to 
I know deep down I'm never gonna solve 
'Cause I'm just a solitary voice 
Lost in the void of this chaos and the noise 
And I try, I try to detach myself 
But it's getting so hard and the more that I fight it 
The more that I realise there's nowhere to hide 
Anymore 

It,s beyond my control and I could 
Scream at the top of my lungs 
I could protest all year long 
But it's beyond my control 
And I could shout as loud as I want 
But my words won't penetrate a closed mind 
So what's the point ? 

So now I look to all the kindness in the world 
And draw comfort from their selflessness 
And put things in perspective once again 
'Cause I know it's easy to forget 
The good times when the bad times 
Are followed by bad times so relentlessly 
So I scour these rainy streets 
For a smile on a face or a friendly little wave 
Or any little sign of the goodness in humanity 
It makes me be who I wanna be 
Instead of clawing at a wall that's 
Never gonna fall 
I should know by now, what will be, will be 

'Cause it,s beyond my control and I could 
Scream at the top of my lungs 
I could protest all year long 
But it's beyond my control 
And I can shout as loud as I want 
But my words won't penetrate a closed mind 
So whats the point ?

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# More about The Turtle Project: 

`The Turtle Project` started out as exactly that, a project, a songwriting project that was born from years of being a musician in many bands, doing countless gigs, naturally gathering experience and inspiration until, one day, I stumbled upon the fact that I could actually put those experiences and many others into words. The composing aspect grew from that into what it is today ...

 

My way of life .











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