Nua de Feno Asi-Bellblade

cycles refuses to render a pic even at 1024x1024

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eevee will barely (but eevee has no actual hair colour with particles)


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https://youtu.be/dTXNdPJmpLE

i guess 

*poor people should just do something else* ... or something like mr. Von Trapp quoted someone saying

this cranks my style, baby - i feel sabotaged after 13 years van drukkerland

o yea 

"Jeanne de Ark(2)"

mblab is at v178, its blender 2.8-ready

so that means "notmycomputerreadyanymore"

i need to rob a bank

FAST


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i checked after dinner : it said 5+ hours on rendering time for that one ... 

so we're not into the blender-rendered cutscene biz yet

but as said : here's the piccles

now im gonna eat my heart out or something cuz its probably all my fault wegens niet masjen voor een baas in a country that has no billionnaires or any company anyone speaks of at global level

i mean it cant be the country, right ? it HAS TO BE ME

some pickles for yow up yo mommas ass

amd fx 4300 , 8gb ram (24gb swapfile), gt 710

and YOU complain about your 10k windos machine ... i think maybe you simply dont have *that thing* ...

dearie ... (a case of if the shoe fits in case you feel addressed and maybe personal)

hahahaha hahahaAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

hah


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no thats a physics draped drape dear - ... i dont get to the modelling since i have to wait 5 hours to check it

please take the point for what it is and stay out of my ass

i dont think you have my 100 million

no dearie, not bitter, simply up-yow-ass, see, you dont seem to ...

i AM a rank amateur and this IS what i get by figuring out myself and you say THAT as if THAT excuses YOU from the crapstorm you provide and the days of wanking around in that 4000 dollar deskchair at that 10k pc staring into the void that is your head

and you dont even see that . . . your lack lashes out and im the weaker party

but am i ?

never mind ... i have no need for flamewarz ...

i dont even wanna make a point but my ass is one-way traffic so stop trying to crawl up it

i said ass

multiple times

well FUCK THAT

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ahah , u-huh, yes, see : someone kept saying like "without my harem it will never work"

i cant sell myself to a world of hippiecrites where spelling overrules ideas and political blankets overrule history and reality - is what i always said , and so i keep telling myself : "stop talking" but for some reason im not alone in me and then theres the demons and the dead people ofcourse and

*nobody listens to poor Zathrass* ...

https://youtu.be/BtMP2EiRH0Y

but actually ... Zathrass grew tired of the shit 20+ years ago b/c too much dicks up Zathras' ass, people = shit, humans = dicks and

i was never born american or japanese or chinese in the first place

that smiley thing with a spiked bat (up your ass) ?

it just dont work for me, i get murderous intent instead of the urge to bend over

i feel sorry for your loss, i could have done something for your world but 

witches need to burn :D


*but at least there is symmetry* ...

"why dont poor people do something else" should be up there with racism against black americans

and how many little chinese kids that get sent to school with a raw potato are lost forever while some testosteron spotlight junkie sells hot air for wondercures ?

too many ... the universe demands balance :)

ill try to leave it til next week ...

but im not responsible for the other me thats here when i am not

any of them

its the closest metafor i find that fits

...

and please stay "out my ass"

so i dont have to get up yours, thanks

i am not your mule and its clear it wouldnt work