Hey there - well you're welcome to fault me all you like, there's plenty here, and I can only benefit from some good mirroring. Finding it hard to see myself here in your response though. First: finding love is surely quite the opposite from being a 'big person' - love is only 'found' by getting the 'big person' (think ego) out of the way. I would actually consider believing myself a big enough person to love anyone both deluded - and definitely a fault!

Second: where did I remotely suggest that the path to freedom is on 'autopilot'? This couldn't be further from my understanding, and I cannot see where I wrote it to you? What is 'autopilot' about "... and absolutely demand full justice" - or anything else I wrote? For the record, I think the path to freedom is as demanding as it gets - it is both the path away from the 'big person', and it is the path towards wholeness. It does not get more challenging than this, in this world.

Yes, I am aware that there are gangs swanning around this planet 'running the show' as you put it. Yes, they are co-operating with the dog-and-pony show of 'expose the stars' for distraction right now, they think it suits their purpose. They are also as dumb-as-bricks, and are being played. This memetic saturation will backfire on them royally - and I am not the only one who knows this. The masses are slowly-but-inevitably having the unthinkable make way for the thinkable - that cognitive dissonance barrier is being weakened. Pzagate was too soon a year ago, the next eruption of it may well not be. See it yet?

No-one is 'stopping too soon' friend - certainly not me, I've just got started - and certainly not others in the background of the public discourse, not from what I can see. I'm glad to observe that you are in this too, you clearly have skills we all need, and that will be more and more in demand very soon.

Final word: I used to work with 'special needs' children. Their behaviour can be truly destructive and catastrophic. Sometimes my colleagues were hospitalised. Sometimes I bled. I despised the behaviour - the actions - that caused such harm. My job was to work as hard as I could to manage, contain, remove where possible, resort to such behaviours. Autopilot would be catastrophic, in the face of such broken children reaching desperately towards their own wholeness. I never stopped finding love for these broken children, of seeing the whole beneath the fragmented surface, and I learned to separate who they actually are, from the terrible behaviour that sometimes erupted from them. If some of those children had been given machine guns, or biological weapons, or countries to play with - God help us all.

That is where we live.

Love to you brother, Db