<div class="text-justify"> Just waking up <center>Oh its Monday again It's raining outside The thunderstorm is storming flowers. It's drizzling A drizzle of feelings. Raining of emotions. I don't want to go to University today. I want to sleep I am praying hard that rain must not stop suddenly something pops in my mind **Second name of love is fear** Before it goes disappear i wanted to give it a shape of words. The shape of words which i can't share with the one i want to. Fear of losing him hopelessness helplessness I don't want to go so hard on myself. But i can't help it Can't help it..</center> Umm. Good morning steem people. My little effort to play with words. I don't know if i am making any sense but this what its is :P see ya. It's raining but still, i have to get up and get ready for the Uni :P I remember my childhood when I used to pray for morning rain. But childhood is gone we are not kids anymore. Whatever, if it's raining I must go to Uni --- <center> [source](https://www.abyssapexzine.com/2019/01/entanglement/) </center> --- </div> Posted via [neoxian.city](https://www.neoxian.city/@xawi/second-name-of-love-is-fear) | The City of Neoxian
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