Oliver Talongpas Ocay I should change, rather manage too. I admit I am quite the perfectionist and I plan everything before I do shit. So maybe that's why I get so heart heavy when things don't go the way I expected too. You're a swirling mess of unpredictable energy. Complete opposite of me. You hate change but still went with it. I should confess I beat myself up over what will happen and future plans. I should stop, we should just enjoying 
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| dexter-k | 0 | 1,482,129,768 | 0.1% | ||
| feruz | 0 | 235,364,977 | 0.06% | ||
| esteemapp | 0 | 107,824,844,131 | 0.06% | ||
| coolenglish | 0 | 1,163,226,816 | 0.1% | ||
| harleymechanix | 0 | 301,342,347 | 0.1% | ||
| detlev | 0 | 403,797,825 | 0.1% | ||
| acwood | 0 | 395,729,418 | 0.1% | ||
| staticinstance | 0 | 10,366,641,785 | 0.1% | ||
| mxzn | 0 | 351,167,739 | 0.1% | ||
| alphacore | 0 | 372,950,374 | 0.1% | ||
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| sam99 | 0 | 558,004,110 | 0.1% | ||
| irfanullah | 0 | 224,853,666 | 0.1% | ||
| brandonh | 0 | 249,120,751 | 0.1% | ||
| madstacks | 0 | 251,130,141 | 0.1% | ||
| jonbit | 0 | 311,895,834 | 0.1% | ||
| tesaganewton | 0 | 252,395,320 | 0.1% | ||
| bigdeej | 0 | 2,478,649,528 | 0.1% | ||
| larrydavid4 | 0 | 499,309,337 | 0.1% | ||
| grandpawhale | 0 | 21,064,397,818 | 0.1% | ||
| intuitivejakob | 0 | 375,730,739 | 0.1% | ||
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| zoltarian | 0 | 224,486,191 | 0.1% | ||
| herrleger | 0 | 308,740,468 | 0.1% | ||
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| moscow12 | 0 | 564,528,814 | 100% | ||
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| achrafbouktaya | 0 | 448,619,094 | 100% | ||
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| hichemhech | 0 | 576,791,215 | 100% | ||
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| omarborch | 0 | 576,895,833 | 100% |