...  life in this castle park: good, funny stories & memories - but also lonely nights and deep bad thoughts.

I left 2 years ago.

I don't come here so often anymore. I visit my mother, my little sister, one or two colleagues and leave this place again and again with a feeling I can't always describe.

It's like consciously going somewhere without looking back with a conscience, it will never be the same again and that's good. Closed.

Between my old (deceased) me and my current me which is typing the texp here are worlds apart.

Don't be afraid to leave old places behind you, you can't even guess what other places in this world are already waiting for you!

I wish you a good and safe journey my friend, because in the end we all go our way. 🙏
...
🙏 Schöner Sonntag 🙌 Vor meinem Leben jetzt in der Hauptstadt, habe ich viele Jahre meines Lebens in diesem Schlosspark verbracht: Gute, lustige Geschichten & Erinnerungen - aber auch einsame Nächte und tiefe schlechte Gedanken.

Ich bin vor 2 Jahren gegangen.

Ich komme nicht mehr so oft hier her. Ich besuche meine Mutter, meine kleine Schwester, einen bis zwei Kollegen und verlasse diesen Ort immer wieder mit einem Gefühl, welches ich nicht immer beschreiben kann.

Es ist in etwa so, als geht man bewusst igendwo hin ohne zurück zu schauen mit dem Gewissen, es wird nie wieder wie es mal war und das ist Gut so. Abgeschlossen.

Zwischen meinem alten (verstorbenem) ich und meinem jetztigen ich welches hier den Texp tippt liegen mittlerweile Welten.

Hab keine Angst alte Plätze hinter dir zu lassen, du kannst gar nicht erahnen welche andere Platz auf dieser Welt bereits auf dich warten!

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