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Dear Diary: I Could Not Force Myself To Move Around Now That I Am Really A Disabled Person by cryptopie

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· @cryptopie ·
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Dear Diary: I Could Not Force Myself To Move Around Now That I Am Really A Disabled Person
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This afternoon my cooking escapade which my mother had done all the major part, landed me in my bed with aching back and joints. Just as a simple task of looking after on what I am frying just makes a toll on my back and knees.

As I stand near the cooking pot where I am frying the meat, my knees began to tremble like they were turning into Jello. It is maybe understandable because I haven't done any major activities other than bathing myself in the bathroom. So after the meat was taken out, again by my mother I headed into my bed immediately because my body is already being stressed out by my mere standing.

While walking along the short path unto my bed my knees were aching already. I was essentially dragging my feet and it wasn't a normal walk already because my body was becoming rigid and rigid and it wasn't a pleasant experience as every working joint is beginning to give up.

Now my back is aching then it was before because of the minor activity that I had done and this makes me feel terified in doing another cooking work. I cannot force myself, my poor body to do what I was always enjoying of doing, it gives me one high level of frustration and sadness in my heart and mind, I am disabled.
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@franciscana23 ·
De verdad que debe ser muy triste no poder realizar actividades que antes se hacian muy frecuentemente @cryptopie
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@creadordelfuturo ·
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If you need food rich in protein, you can eat organic chicken (better cooked) and fish. It's better to eat a fish that is not large, which feeds on algae and not other fish - this fish is more useful. You need omega 3, but from boiled fish you will not get it. here in Europe people eat raw salted herring - this is the best source of omega-3. Maybe you need to take extra vitamin D and NAC. Still need to buy probiotics and drink them 3 months. If you ate something harmful, then for the night take absorbent - an asset Charcoal or white clay. 😘😗😙🤗🤗
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@cryptopie ·
Thank you @creadordelfuturo for your support and I appreciate it
The source of my joint and pain issues is my hyperparathyroidism, my medicine for it seems to not work completely, just enough to raise my nose up the from the water.
The overactiveparathyroid is the main source of my misery and I do not think augmenting my diet will help much. It may do some difference but as long as I have this hypergland issue the pain will remain.
So I am really sad about my situation really and afraid what future will bring me.
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@creadordelfuturo ·
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I now understand! This is indeed a very serious disease. Why do not you get parathyroid glands removed?
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@cryptopie ·
I am saving up for it @creadordelfuturo
It is not a common procedure done and I have to undergo some series of clearance test before it is done and it takes much funding. It is why I am racing against time because time is not on my side.
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@creadordelfuturo ·
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How much money is needed for this? 😍😘😙😚🤗🤗
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@cryptopie ·
I still have yet to know @creadordelfuturo
I just want to make preparations before requesting it to my doctor.
But the problem is that I think she doesn't believe that I am qualified for it but once I save enough funds I will insist for it.
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@catietan · (edited)
21 yrs ago i’m totaly paralyzed due to multiple stab wounds.. cannot move even 1 finger..diagnosed ss brown cychard syndrome, multiple scoliosis, compression of spinal cord etc.. 1& 1/2 yrs of hospital theraphy helpme to walk but not normal at it is.. walk like a polio..i decide to go back to my hometown.. by God’s grace with prayers ..trying lot of alternative medicine like accupuncture.. accupressure and daily massage . My walk improves a lot.. scoliosis- formerly S shape is gettingbetter.. my sensation w my other half of my body slowly have feeling ( formerly numb), praise God for giving me another life.. as of now still have my massage 2x a week.. i dnt take any medicine- it seems im afraid to take ( take a lot before nothing happens) .. just drink3liters a day , vegies , fish and less meat.. 
Its been long years still in the process of recovering but  i know God has His own purpose why this things happen to me.. I just trust my life to Him.. <br/><div class="pull-right promo"><sub><p>This comment was made from https://ulogs.org</p></sub></div>
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