![P_20180828_090431_p.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWGYrtUahsJoV9yJYPr68f29pFP31Wd8GLcVyfhteLU6Y/P_20180828_090431_p.jpg) This afternoon my cooking escapade which my mother had done all the major part, landed me in my bed with aching back and joints. Just as a simple task of looking after on what I am frying just makes a toll on my back and knees. As I stand near the cooking pot where I am frying the meat, my knees began to tremble like they were turning into Jello. It is maybe understandable because I haven't done any major activities other than bathing myself in the bathroom. So after the meat was taken out, again by my mother I headed into my bed immediately because my body is already being stressed out by my mere standing. While walking along the short path unto my bed my knees were aching already. I was essentially dragging my feet and it wasn't a normal walk already because my body was becoming rigid and rigid and it wasn't a pleasant experience as every working joint is beginning to give up. Now my back is aching then it was before because of the minor activity that I had done and this makes me feel terified in doing another cooking work. I cannot force myself, my poor body to do what I was always enjoying of doing, it gives me one high level of frustration and sadness in my heart and mind, I am disabled.