A nightmare steals my breath by roadstories

hive-174578 · @roadstories · Mar 29 '20

$41.40

A nightmare steals my breath

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<center><a href="https://lamenteesmaravillosa.com/las-pesadillas-recurrentes-mucho-mas-malos-suenos/"></a></center>
<center><h1>A nightmare steals my breath</h1></center>
<br><br>

<center>*The long road wears me out,
in search of peace and silence,
I open that door to the room
that to the rest of my body it takes me.
<br>
I close my exhausted eyes to dream,
and I lock myself in a cloud
among something dark that threatens me,
plays at wanting to devour me.
<br>
I scare myself like a little kid,
I've been trying to get my breath to calm down,
but a shadow is approaching me,
while I try at all costs to escape.
<br>
I close my eyes with the strength to wake up,
I can't seem to get away,
I imagine myself in those four walls once again,
but the shadow to my side is always there. 
<br>
I hear its whisper of terror,
by making my breath stir,
between screams I call my mom,
but she doesn't seem to listen at all. 
<br>
The cold is all over me,
as if the life was going to slip away from me,
my lips and mind begin to pray,
trying to get away from it.
<br>
After long screams and prayers,
I have to finally wake up,
exhausted and immovable,
as if the nightmare were coming true.
<br>
I go quickly to his chest,
between a desperate hug,
of a body by terror trembling,
finding peace and comfort in your love.*</center>
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