![P_20180828_090431_p.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWGYrtUahsJoV9yJYPr68f29pFP31Wd8GLcVyfhteLU6Y/P_20180828_090431_p.jpg) <center>__Write Your World, It's Your World__</center> I am ceasing the day in blogging, in fact I am ceasing the day and night and robbing my sleep time too because I just want to use my remaining time which is really not that long, to save up some finances that I will going to use for my wanted surgery. It doesn't cost very little because of the rarity of my condition. My doctor even told me that the parathyroidectomy isn't performed that often because in my country the dialysis patients just die before they would reach the years that I had been through which is already 16 years from December 2001. It was just like yesterday and the years passed by just like that, no major accomplishments in my part, only prodigal things that hurt my family. So I wish to repay my family especially my parents and my brother next to the eldest who sacrificed himself just to sustain my dialysis which always came out of pocket because we do not have insurance but thanks to the government we were given one that we could use for our lifeline but it came a bit late but nonetheless better than never. Regarding some of my friends here at steemit, they just stalled and it is sad to see them stop maybe from frustration or maybe blogging is not for them. One secret to blogging is to just find what you are enjoying of doing or thinking and then writing about it. Sometimes one would force themselves in doing something that they are only forced to do or by just seeing someone and imitating that person or group. You would just get tired and bore yourself until you run out of ideas. So it is just better for a steemian to find the things that they are happy about in doing and then sharing it here in the community, then a like-minded person will enter your life and it will result in a more passion to write and then get the rewards after. It just needs more perseverance, technique, and hard work.