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I'm crying when I get back to reality by lancita

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· @lancita ·
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I'm crying when I get back to reality
A morning I woke up with the smell of garbage. My big belly. I've got to send my child to school with a permanent nose. I feel like I'm gonna cough out of my lungs.
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It's been two months. We have rent a few minimum wages on the site of the house wall of our house is in mold. The walls have water. Wallpapers are swollen. I have the door handles. I'm getting in the car. I'm turning off the ventilation so I don't get more exposed to exhaust fumes I've had in traffic to get my affairs done.
 
Meditations, pushing myself for positive thinking exercises. It works for a while.
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I have to change houses. I have no relatives here. A few of my relatives are staying with us. I'm bored.
 
I think there must be a way. I agree with a program. It's about doing the change.
 
I tell my husband that we're going to do it now. We go to space every night.
 
I'm taking responsibility.

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