Fear of Failure 🙃😔 by ashley4u

sc-v · @ashley4u · Nov 20 '19

$1.13

Fear of Failure 🙃😔

*Be Strong , Be courageous , For Yahweh my God is the one who is going with me , he will never leave me nor forsake me - Deuteronomy 31:6*

Yesterday , thoughts of fear started grippling my mind . It was just a word from someone which triggered this response in me. I was really scared for a minute , thinking , when God's grace flooded in. Abba made me feel that , no matter what happens I will always be with you . 

And the fact is real , no one is satisfied with the real you , they want more or less.. it's so confusing. But I'm so happy that Abba is with me , constantly helping me with my situations.  

I do have 19 subjects to study for my exam , but I'm not going to choose fear , I'm choosing the love of God , wisdom of God and Grace of God. 

Next time , if anyone makes you feel miserable , what do you do ? 

***Just know the truth , you are daughter of the king , although things are weird now... Everything will become better .. People are always gonna be saying stuff , don't worry about that , you just do what you can , okay !. .***

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