How does it make you feel? by bearbear613

steemit · @bearbear613 · Apr 24 '18

$6.77

How does it make you feel?

Writing on steemit can be whatever you want. Payouts are not whatever you want but what others deem it to be worth. That is unless you upvote yourself and you happen to be a whale.

![3F2470FE-D707-49DF-B2F5-B4F4737C6935.jpeg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmYF7AF62B4kTezFCo7zFnXzpmiMtsC56YozkFhpWHEoMg/3F2470FE-D707-49DF-B2F5-B4F4737C6935.jpeg)

Nobody said anything is fair in life.

We have to accept that our own material can be scrutinized by any member of this blockchain. I am happy, some how I have managed to evade any kind of flagging attempts, accept for the one time I was caught in the crossfire of some battle bots.

I will say this: If I upvote this post with a bid-bot, I risk the scrutiny of the self appointed steemit police. I am actually happy there are some policing mechanisms on the blockchain, but I do have some issues.

The issues at hand are dlive, or single posts documenting “game play” from video games, and then being pumped up to $50-$100 post?! I mean give me a break. Sometimes steemians really know how to make a promising writer feel like crap. How many of us would LOVE to get that kind of attention?

So that brings us to the circle of unfairness. We have to accept it and move on. Whales will be whales, but at the end of the day corruption is exposed, and respect goes down for people and the platform. I have nothing to complain about either, since I started with 0 and went too 2400 SP.

![989D7E41-F3C9-4F29-AF05-19787550F70E.jpeg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmVHxxfPHH1XkBbKR5bhArqfXXbk4Dgmk3RGVUg9QJSfAn/989D7E41-F3C9-4F29-AF05-19787550F70E.jpeg)

Thanks to my 10 loyal followers. You at least give me something to look forward too in the comments section! Imagine that; interaction!

👍 lays, ssg-community, make-a-whale, bearbear613, worldclassplayer, inphiknit, landmine, scandinavianlife, enjoywithtroy, looktothefuture, sarahber, jdc, miriamslozberg, crystalhuman, cali-girl, lewy, richybamz, steemit-meemit, hashcash, auctionhouse

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@enjoywithtroy · Apr 24 '18

$0.11

One must let it go or else it will drag you down.  The extra baggage will destroy you.  Some things cannot be changed as we are powerless but we can improve ourselves and be a better me. Thanks. @bearbear613

👍 bearbear613

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@bearbear613 · Apr 24 '18

You and @hashcash are the quickest to reply. I know it's not spam because you generally respond to the content I post. Much appreciated (unless you guys are the same account.. I don't mind paying out twice lol)

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@hashcash · Apr 24 '18

$0.11

For me comments are the grease that makes this whole mechanism work. Everything can be bought here or anywhere else. Sometimes a genuine comment is the only thing that stops the whole thing from looking a civilized charade.

👍 bearbear613

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@bearbear613 · Apr 24 '18

You and @enjoywithtroy are the quickest to reply. I know it's not spam because you generally respond to the content I post. Much appreciated (unless you guys are the same account.. I don't mind paying out twice lol)

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@hashcash · Apr 24 '18

$0.10

Nope, never heard of the guy. At least I don't remember hearing of him. 
Man I comment a lot and try to put my first reactions in them - kind of writing my first impression of the post or the first thing that comes to my mind after reading a post . 
I joined Steemit in Jan 2018 and poked around for several weeks without making any headway. Wrote a few posts that had only one view - mine. After getting bored with my own blog I started going to other's and found out that like me other people too appreciate that their posts be read and of course it's even better if you let them know that you came and read it. Not a revelation by any means but still makes you appreciate the obvious :-)

👍 bearbear613

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@sarahber · Apr 24 '18

$0.30

And you wonder why I post 1 quote a day and leave it at that? ;OP

👍 bearbear613, sarahber

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@bearbear613 · Apr 24 '18

ahhh no need to to be salty !

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@ssg-community · Apr 24 '18

Thank you for your continued support of SteemSilverGold

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@inphiknit · Apr 25 '18 (edited)

$0.09

Gravity and mass accumulation teaches the whole truth...

👍 bearbear613

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@transparencybot · Apr 26 '18

@bearbear613 **You have received a random upvote from @looktothefuture because this post did not use any [bidbots](https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@transparencybot/transparency-bot-is-going-on-line-to-help-fight-the-rampant-rise-in-bitbots-and-their-long-term-devastating-effect-on-our).**

 If you use the the #nobidbot tag as one of your five tags on future posts, you may be selected for a [random](https://steemit.com/@transparencybot/the-daily-coverup-transparency-under-attack-4-25-18) upvote from @transparencybot.

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