Dear Diary: I Am Still Overwhelmed About My Appearance by cryptopie

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· @cryptopie · (edited)
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Dear Diary: I Am Still Overwhelmed About My Appearance
There is a movie that I have downloaded but not yet watched, the title was "Wonder" about a boy with a face deformity. I saw his face and not that really bad compared to mine but still he was like casted from society as he was stared upon by people and quite bullied because of his appearance.

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That is what is happening to me right now, people just treats me as a low quality person as I would put it and something not to get serioused with. Actually when people talk to me I would feel that what I say is irrelevant to them, and again they would not take me seriously.

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So it is frustrating when people around you would think that if your appearance is like mine, you are also probably not something to be valued like a normal person and often regard you as a second class individual which is not worth the trouble. I would like to confront these impolite people but due to my speech disability and my blood pressure disposition I would just bite my lips and try not to get affected. 

I actually had accepted my appearance but the only thing that bothers me now is the speech disability and the way  that I eat as well, both of which affected my socializing life offline. So I end up in an online life but here at steemit I found the love and care that comforts me day and night and is the thing in my life now that I truly am thankful and cherish with my heart.

Thank you dear God and my fellow steemit friends that accepts what I am, my appearance, and supports me. God bless and keep you all.

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@myeasin ·
Please Check my blog @cryptopie I am your fan and always pray for you
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@nasirjroh ·
Believe in yourself even though you are in sadness because the greatest motivator in your life is you yourself, good post friend, I like it..
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@adisrivastav · (edited)
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This reminds me of a quote "Never judge by appearance. A rich heart may be under a poor coat, and a poor heart may be hiding behind a rich".

A person is defined by his attitude and character rather than appearance.  Those who judge you by your appearance aren't open minded, they do not understand that looks and attitude are completely not the same. 

We all love you. You are different. You standout. You were born to be unique and loved, that's what you are all about. 

Keep doing what you doing for this community. Best of luck for future.
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@timuann ·
i know your  condition. you are in sadness because the greatest motivator in your life.but steemit  always doing helped you day and night. obviously i support you.thank you very much for your good post sharing..dear..@cryptopie
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@ajmalaftab ·
You have to proud on yourself there are many life exams we should face all exams with bravery @cryptopie
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@blackybabies ·
What a shit post it is!
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God never abandons us and always surrounds us with noble people,
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@elider11 ·
there is a cruel world out there
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@jdbs ·
How sad, but palante
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@norvicgarcia ·
you are a great person, do not forget
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@teresah ·
I love you friend  @cryptopie!
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@pranithreddy ·
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Indeed we also felt lucky enough to get a super hero like you in the steemit community :) , we love every fellow steemian irrespective of the wealth or the appearance . Wish you would recover fast and get the same love from the offline world . Have a speedy recovery bro .
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@nontu · (edited)
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don't feel depressed..People can say what they want about you.. But you've got a big heart and will keep going.
we are more taken with your inner beauty not that there's anything at all wrong with how you look...you are a great person @cryptopie
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@madiha ·
Why do you care for those for disprespect or ignores you?
Its a life where where you ignores such people and moves forward.
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@abdulmanan ·
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Who said You don't have any value? you are human, the best Creature of the God.
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@robertandrew · (edited)
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Hey man, don't ever let anyone make you feel that you don't have Value. You most certainly do !!

You know we're all gonna get old anway. Our looks wil leave us then we will "kick the bucket" and NONE of it will matter.

It's just a temporary home for us. 

And to be perfectly frank, I really never thought you looked bad. Really.
 And I'm not trying to say that to make you feel good. But just being honest.

I think we all are  hard on ourselves and especially our appearance to a certain degree. So just get that out of your Mind. And live this Life God wants you to Live  :)

Take care,
Robert

P.S. I wish I was there to confront those people who treat you like that. They must have low self esteem about themselves :(
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@practicaleric ·
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Please ignore all those people that stare and look at you differently. There will always be stupid people everywhere, these bodies we have eventually fade away- those pretty girls or handsome boys will someday be old and wrinkly in some nursing home. Others won't even have the ability to walk, talk or hear.  For me the greatest thing is to love and treat everyone how you would like or expect to be treated. So ignore the shallow minded ones :)
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@fher ·
have to be quiet friend, true people and true friends accept you as you are, without prejudice and without discrimination, I want you to know something, human beings are not measured by their external beauty, if not by what is within your heart.
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@valenlove ·
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hello dear friend, I hope you find yourself better, I want to tell you that you have a friend, that no matter what they say or think about you, in life we reach a stage, that does not matter, what really matters is what opinion you have of You yourself, do you consider yourself a deformer? not true!, then you do not have to worry, life is so short and fleeting that it is not worth it to waste it in the negative opinion of the people, and less of insensate people. I love you so much your friend
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