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It sucks when I go for dialysis and I can't enjoy the opportunity when my appetite comes back at least temporarily and eat my favorite food but I can't because it is not available anymore. The reason being that the convenience store that sells it had the store being renovated.

It will be finished most probably before November this year so it is a long wait for me that have a very shallow need for happiness although I am really aiming so high with my goals that it is already a punch on the moon fro me to get it realized. I just needed more time but time is a very expensive thing for me to afford as I have do not have much of it because of my current medical condition.

Regarding my favorite food, I just enjoy eating it during dialysis but afterwards back to the same old hard eating habits because as soon as I pop in my parathyroid medicine my appetite will also be gone like a smoke. So that is why when I had the opportunity to eat well enough I would grab it like a leech until I satiate myself.

I realized that I am having an appetite problem for more than a year now and I can't believe how long I had endured this kind of miserable situation. But I will go and press on because it is the only sensible way to do which is to continue with my medication and hope for the better things to come until I can no longer move another inch in this life's one in a 6 billion journey of a lifetime. It is just divine that I have the steemit community that is always here, I thank God for it and may God continue to bless you all.