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Currently unless the meal is really very tasty I would eat it but if not I will refrain from eating because I could not eat. My mother would give me rice that months ago I was able to finish. And that was about more than 12 months ago. But now I could only eat a cup of rice only at dialysis day at late afternoon with not much to eat before that.

At home I would be just eating minuscule amounts of my regular meal, partly because of the taste of the food and partly because of my appetite. 

I am still waiting for my Hyperparathyroidism condition to taper off still with its functions so I am continuing with my medical therapy. There is a repercussions though which is the issue that I always complain about and that is the effect on my appetite.

Today I just had some peanut cutter sandwich and mangoes but it was already my lunch and supper and before that my breakfast was just my meal replacement milk with coffee but I ate my meal in a bowl rice which my father had bought at dialysis which I only ate because I do not want it to waste.

Now I don't think that my normal appetite would return unless I would stop my medication so it is really a hard life for me facing challenges that have no options to choose from. I can only wait and hope and I wish that it will all stop, things in my life that ails me.