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I have been sickly all my life and I suffered from depression which I fortunately had overcome and anxiety as my twin in all years of my existence. I had never gotten a strong body that is why my eldest brother had bullied me and never won when we had a fight.

I suffered from the symptoms of a budding kidney infection and later failure, so I had the headaches that caused vomiting, weakness of the body going into chronic fatigue syndrome which didn't let me play and enjoy sports. I am just always on the sidelines watching other people play.

Cognitively I should have performed better in school had it not been from my condition because anemia causes the body especially the brain to not get into its optimum performance because it is not oxygenated well enough. It made me realize that in order for you to learn better you can treat yourself a good oxygen source from oxygen tanks and it will make a very big difference.

Come my dialysis years and until currently I can't enumerate the hardships that I had experienced and experiencing right now. Many people will just give up, I know that some people not even in my condition just killed themselves possibly knowing the outcome of their situation upon seeing me.

But I am still struggling  and fighting, there is no stepping back because some people sees me as an inspiration, some supports me and fights with me so I have to show them that our efforts will not be in vain even though I would lose this battle I am still determined to reach my goals of self upliftment from these rather mountainous health problems that I know that only a few people can bear. God help me.