人為什麼會貪生怕死?... by dailyke20

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人為什麼會貪生怕死?...
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人為什麼會貪生怕死?我記得小的時候,很小可能還沒上小學就已經有著對於死的好奇。家裡人親戚有人離世,也要衝過去看個究竟。不看還好,看了又怕。一直問他去哪裡了?不是還在這裡?死了?什麼是死?我會死嗎?

不好意思,拉仔平時都一直不正經,今天不會嚇著你們吧?拉仔一直以來都是神經粗的傢伙。基本上沒有什麼敏感,但是內心深處對死亡有著極大的恐懼。很想知道死亡的背後是什麼意義,人的思想會怎麼樣?

還記得上小學前我都是跟我爹娘睡的(應該壞了他們不少好事)。老人家房間有個音樂盒鬧鐘,每天早上五點半一定響起。音樂是聖誕節歌曲《三博士》。每當聽到這個音樂盒響起時都會有一種毛骨肅然的感覺,有種眼淚快要從眼眶奪門而出的感覺。有好幾次還真的在媽媽懷裡放聲大哭。叫媽媽不要死。

唉。不知覺又幾十年過去了。拉仔也不再是拉仔,是拉佬了。早兩天母親節給媽媽打個電話報平安,順便說一下不好意思沒能陪她吃飯團圓。看著媽媽老去的臉蛋,稀疏零散的頭髮,忽然那種聽著三博士,躲在媽媽懷裡嚎啕大哭的感覺湧了上來。感覺真的是人生苦短😭

真的很想喊出來,媽媽你別死。但是,想著也不敢,怕媽媽被嚇到。媽媽到底心裡是不是也跟我想的一樣不想死呢?上班也沒幾個人,空調特別冷,感覺人對於自己生命的控制和價值觀真是微不足道。腦子裡一直回想著那時候三博士…一直在想著這些不三不四的事情…

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@lovelemon ·
晚上睡不着,开始思考人生,思考太多?
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@dailyke20 ·
连小卖部都死了
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@lovelemon ·
问问村长
这边呼叫 @ericet ,小卖部坏了吗?
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@dengyanping ·
早上好拉仔🌹☀,太安静了,让拉仔想太多啦,都会好起来的,☕🍔🍔

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@dailyke20 ·
唉。古今中外,誰能免死🥺

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@steemcurator03 ·
This post has been rewarded by the Steem Community Curation Project. #communitycuration03
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@dailyke20 ·
謝謝老闆🥰

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@evahe ·
话说我也好怕那种古老的钟!我也可怕亲人离开,人是好渺小的,好多时候无能为力

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@dailyke20 ·
嗯。很怕老媽會走的感覺😑
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