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1. 

Heart broken a million times, it took the cold to hold it together 
Now instead of unreliable emotions, there's only one weather... Winter! 

And it's way colder in here this time
You can feel the lies in each line 
he uses on her And her and her all over again
the carrier of pain 

He laughs and jokes with her but screws with no emotions 
there's a fiery rage in his eyes that you never see even in slow motion 

When he's done, he overdoses on sugar to refuel
weird right? sitting still, listening to "high way to hell"

Cos he knows he's going there and clearly isn't bothered 
or maybe he might be sometimes but not when he's under
The influence of the cold one 

But it's not a mental disorder 
this is actually way way more 
He's made too many mistakes it's so hard for him to see it as such anymore 

I'd have told you to run from him but you can't 
how can you run from what you don't know or don't even understand? 

How can you run from what you can't see but you know pretty well exists?
call on all your superheroes but you should know... this ain't just another beast! 

2.

Cold eyes? No! Frozen eyes.
Carefully hidden behind those smiles 

He knows exactly what you want 
And has the right switch to turn you on 

And you think he's heaven sent 
Some call you naive, i dont think so, I think you're innocent 
cos who can resist those magic hands?
when they descend on you, you feel all your troubles end 

Oh no! The invisible devil till he bites you and breaks you down into several different pieces, you won't know 
And by then it's too late.
already got your body on the plate 
And you can't pick yourself back up.
No way.
You got yourself all wrapped up the whole day 
Wondering where it all went wrong 
Maybe this is just a dream or a scary love song.

You don't want to believe that it's over and he's actually gone 
But he is 
And sad as it is you have to take it all in 
The cold feast. 

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*First published on [Medium](https://medium.com/poets-unlimited/cold-feast-8c8b54c01edb?source=linkShare-bf28306fb6eb-1498413980) by Fi*