My Entry for the Looking Back / Looking Forward CCC Contest by fitinfunfood

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My Entry for the Looking Back / Looking Forward CCC Contest 
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One week for this contest I hope to be able to say the last week was good and the next week looks to be good too. But this will not be that week. I am in a constant mess with money, health, and other issues and not seeming to find my way out.

In an hour or so I will be cleaning out all the STEEM money I have and hoping it will be enough to pay the rent which is once again late. If this is not enough, now what? I do not know. Since I am talking about around $100 usd each month, this situation is completely ridiculous. 

As I see now, the STEEM price is above 17 cents again and the sbd is 83. So much for the $1 usd peg thing on the sbd. And with the fork coming up and author rewards set to halve, I am going to be in a bigger mess as time goes on. 

I look at the votes I get on my three blogs and see so many people helping me. I am so grateful for every vote. But the help is not enough and I worry continually. 

This is when I am not in bed resting since I am barely eating and feeling constantly sick. 

At this point, I am just trying to keep going and not fall apart. It’s not like the cavalry is coming. I have to figure my own way out.

My photo for this post is of a delicious meal I had at one of the local spots near me in Desa Setapak Kuala Lumpur Malaysia. It's sort of a buffet where you grab what you want and everything I got this day was excellent. 

The photo is supposed to be for a tasteem post, but I did not get any photos of the scene. So I need to go back again and hopefully will soon. The omelet you see was particularly good and I will get another piece of it again. 


This post is my entry for the [Looking Back / Looking Forward Contest](https://steempeak.com/palnet/@wakeupkitty/contestgiveaway-new-looking-backlook-forward-sqay6495) by @wakeupkitty for CCC. Post about what happened to you in the last week, or what you are looking forward to in the coming week, and you can enter too! 

This is an Invitation to join #ccc for [Guaranteed &#128077; Daily Income &#128181; and Payout &#128184; for Newbies (2.0) &#128031; &#128028; &#128027; in #ccc &#128099; and Follow &#128099; the Honor Code &#127941; - the Creed (Conditions and Limits Inside)](https://steemit.com/ccc/@freedomshift/guaranteed-daily-income-and-payout-for-newbies-2-0-in-ccc-and-follow-the-honor-code-the-creed-conditions-and-limits-inside) <br>AND <br>the [latest update](https://steemit.com/ccc/@freedomshift/an-update-v2-1-to-guaranteed-daily-income-and-payout-for-newbies-2-0-in-ccc-and-follow-the-honor-code-the-creed-conditions-and) <<< _please click to read._ 

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@wakeupkitty · 
I wish we had something like that food restaurant here. If I would not cook. Are doggie bags allowed?
That omelet looks extremely good. Today I used my electric wok (a gift) and thought that might be something for you to cook with in your room. Chicken, vegetables, soya sauce and ready. Good have made more but the youngest has to loose weight so we all join (I can loose too).

I had a short peep at Bitvavo and saw STEEM rising a bit (keep the fingers crossed).

I do not know what to think about the next fork. I understand we get less, upvoting comments is useless... is it worth powering up 100% instead 50/50, next powering down and take the money (to avoid the reward system?).

How about switching to palnet instead?

So far you made it each month so take a rest first, try to eat some fruit. Thanks for sharing. You are #1
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@gertu · 
Me encantan estas comidas. Me recuerdan mis comidas del pasado, las añoro. Hasta que Dios decida cuando termina todo esto. Seguiré esperanzada en que los volveré a comer. Saludos.
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