Sadness, suffering, life is mine by jayanti.jaya

hive-177682 · @jayanti.jaya · Feb 5 '20

$0.03

Sadness, suffering, life is mine

Today, my mind is very bad, feeling exhausted all day long.Today I am tired of struggling with life and living,Today I am tired of the responsibility of family people at a very young age,Sometimes I very much want to leave this world and not return home,Little brother does not go back to the country without looking at the faces of sisters and mothers.!!


![1580893893650.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmV2DYwy5A2hmqtnGHo9LuZyruWUXPFyUY4M3SQTTaM47s/1580893893650.jpg)



There are many people in this world, and not all people are happy. Every human being has some kind of grief hidden in his mind.Nevertheless, we thank the Creator for sending us as human beings on this earth,Because we can share happiness, sorrow, suffering, suffering.Which no other animal can breed.!!

Posted via [neoxian.city](https://www.neoxian.city/@jayanti.jaya/sadness-suffering-life-is-mine) |  The City of Neoxian

👍 solominer, julianhorack, jayanti.jaya, neoxiancity, journeyofanomad, gorafarid, coinmarketcal, pixelfan, rs-farhan, randomvoter, chiema, justinashby, pixresteemer, xawi-ag, anonyvoter, techken, neoxvoter, creavoter, dblogbasicincome, dblogvoter, laissez-faire, putu.neoxian, moeenali.rhb, bttl

`post_id`	84,099,336
`author`	jayanti.jaya
`permlink`	sadness-suffering-life-is-mine
`category`	hive-177682
`json_metadata`	{"tags":["self-power","oc","bdcommunity","photography","creativecoin","neoxian","talentclub","actnearn","lassecash","lifestyle","palnet","marlians","bilpcoin","dblog"],"image":["https:\/\/cdn.steemitimages.com\/DQmV2DYwy5A2hmqtnGHo9LuZyruWUXPFyUY4M3SQTTaM47s\/1580893893650.jpg"],"app":"neoxiancity\/0.1","format":"markdown","canonical_url":"https:\/\/www.neoxian.city\/@jayanti.jaya\/sadness-suffering-life-is-mine"}
`created`	2020-02-05 13:56:54
`last_update`	2020-02-05 13:56:54
`depth`	0
`children`	2
`net_rshares`	178,051,003,452
`last_payout`	2020-02-12 13:56:54
`cashout_time`	1969-12-31 23:59:59
`total_payout_value`	0.014 SBD
`curator_payout_value`	0.012 SBD
`pending_payout_value`	0.000 SBD
`promoted`	0.000 SBD
`body_length`	902
`author_reputation`	26,370,059,584,861
`root_title`	"Sadness, suffering, life is mine"
`beneficiaries`	`[]`
`max_accepted_payout`	1,000,000.000 SBD
`percent_steem_dollars`	10,000
`author_curate_reward`	""

properties (23)vote details (24)

voter	rshares	pct
justinashby	1,155,319,537	20%
techken	134,156,805	0.5%
pixelfan	5,451,784,120	0.95%
pixresteemer	833,855,974	1.95%
gorafarid	8,110,815,136	100%
solominer	54,259,856,929	5%
anonyvoter	456,132,974	2%
coinmarketcal	7,086,257,580	11%
laissez-faire	73,038,209	100%
julianhorack	49,235,223,475	100%
randomvoter	2,745,718,661	5.55%
xawi-ag	539,184,448	15%
neoxiancity	11,270,022,022	20%
chiema	1,233,593,136	20%
bttl	0	2%
moeenali.rhb	38,616,916	15%
rs-farhan	5,309,235,886	100%
dblogbasicincome	77,750,003	7%
jayanti.jaya	20,295,899,858	100%
putu.neoxian	56,540,927	34%
dblogvoter	74,183,319	1.95%
neoxvoter	82,565,130	1.5%
creavoter	79,036,553	2%
journeyofanomad	8,704,985,889	100%

`post_id`	84,102,228
`author`	julianhorack
`permlink`	re-jayantijaya-q58j0b
`category`	hive-177682
`json_metadata`	{"tags":["hive-177682"],"app":"steempeak\/2.2.8"}
`created`	2020-02-05 15:29:03
`last_update`	2020-02-05 15:29:03
`depth`	1
`children`	0
`net_rshares`	0
`last_payout`	2020-02-12 15:29:03
`cashout_time`	1969-12-31 23:59:59
`total_payout_value`	0.000 SBD
`curator_payout_value`	0.000 SBD
`pending_payout_value`	0.000 SBD
`promoted`	0.000 SBD
`body_length`	107
`author_reputation`	80,044,838,613,589
`root_title`	"Sadness, suffering, life is mine"
`beneficiaries`	`[]`
`max_accepted_payout`	1,000,000.000 SBD
`percent_steem_dollars`	10,000