 # **Nikt nie mówił, że będzie łatwo** Są dni kiedy człowiekowi nic się nie chce. Martwi się o lepsze jutro, zastanawia się nad swoim życiem. Ma tysiące myśli na minute. Brak motywacji do działania sprawia, że chodzimy jak zoombie. Za oknem leje deszcz, a ja zastanawiam się co będzie jutro. Przywołuje pozytywne myśli lecz ciężko pogodzić się z porażką. <hr> # **Tęsknota**  Pamiątka z karuzelii.. Ostatnie dni radości i "wolności". > Jesteś tak daleko ode mnie, czasami jednak blisko tak Człowiek pewne sprawy żałuje po czasie, na niektóre sytuacje nie ma wpływu. Taka kolej rzeczy?.. Nie godze się z sytuacją lecz oswajam myśli. Szukam sposobów, nie uciekam.. Cholernie tęsknie.. Ukrywam się w cieniu z kwaśnym wzrokiem. Co przyniesie jutro? https://youtu.be/z32U0OKAi-I Dzięki @kalikalejawp z dobrą nute na sen..
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| author | jozef230 | ||||||
| permlink | zycie-63bf395855ed7 | ||||||
| category | esteem | ||||||
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| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| trevonjb | 0 | 194,490,314,547 | 10% | ||
| tripjammer | 0 | 10,464,603,530 | 10% | ||
| happyphoenix | 0 | 2,932,291,202 | 5% | ||
| rapp | 0 | 18,729,321,950 | 10% | ||
| thecastle | 0 | 9,397,429,577 | 10% | ||
| hattaarshavin | 0 | 4,773,750,367 | 10% | ||
| paradise-found | 0 | 5,992,275,356 | 5% | ||
| wrladyhawk | 0 | 391,530,866 | 5% | ||
| nikolina | 0 | 2,263,526,517 | 5% | ||
| bloghound | 0 | 1,046,176,433 | 5% | ||
| pouchon | 0 | 49,137,886,193 | 10% | ||
| sharkface | 0 | 4,791,353,077 | 10% | ||
| sames | 0 | 5,111,986,592 | 10% | ||
| adamhole | 0 | 12,857,996,991 | 10% | ||
| fatboyjames | 0 | 66,358,393 | 10% | ||
| linakay | 0 | 1,896,605,954 | 10% | ||
| iamenglishtv | 0 | 8,334,146,360 | 10% | ||
| pwny | 0 | 4,110,467,470 | 10% | ||
| thelordsfinest | 0 | 4,505,796,676 | 10% | ||
| mericanhomestead | 0 | 11,306,236,688 | 10% | ||
| ryanblue7s | 0 | 5,646,711,864 | 10% | ||
| islander | 0 | 98,489,501 | 5% | ||
| xgrosz | 0 | 4,864,167,163 | 10% | ||
| frostyamber | 0 | 693,410,711 | 5% | ||
| birjudanak | 0 | 2,264,201,949 | 5% | ||
| reloadbeatbox | 0 | 1,040,617,396 | 10% | ||
| joey-cryptoboy | 0 | 4,472,310,085 | 10% | ||
| coquiunlimited | 0 | 326,818,237 | 3.8% | ||
| lemondrop | 0 | 65,715,027 | 5% | ||
| roncoejr | 0 | 85,344,709,807 | 10% | ||
| pibyk | 0 | 5,954,285,297 | 100% | ||
| moemanmoesly | 0 | 2,363,675,766 | 10% | ||
| kenanqhd | 0 | 15,411,137,671 | 10% | ||
| beyondthecrypto | 0 | 1,260,443,842 | 10% | ||
| cryptomonitor | 0 | 698,172,024 | 10% | ||
| imredryan | 0 | 4,834,945,842 | 10% | ||
| shomophoto | 0 | 956,910,028 | 10% | ||
| cedpete389 | 0 | 1,574,723,495 | 9% | ||
| allcapsonezero | 0 | 4,541,066,305 | 10% | ||
| bitfook | 0 | 4,443,352,881 | 10% | ||
| enjgold | 0 | 1,535,352,489 | 10% | ||
| sevillaespino | 0 | 6,334,570,013 | 10% | ||
| otage | 0 | 6,784,462,588 | 10% | ||
| jazzybells | 0 | 728,588,924 | 5% | ||
| coincutie | 0 | 4,455,421,265 | 10% | ||
| hello.totoro | 0 | 6,451,530,916 | 10% | ||
| moderndayhippie | 0 | 920,971,356 | 5% | ||
| pingcess | 0 | 513,857,611 | 5% | ||
| andzi76 | 0 | 8,203,584,918 | 40% | ||
| cryptocommand | 0 | 1,389,777,461 | 10% | ||
| thegoddess | 0 | 551,493,785 | 5% | ||
| gradzio | 0 | 397,482,299 | 100% | ||
| dbooster | 0 | 4,845,011,585 | 10% | ||
| aniafx1 | 0 | 24,105,753,206 | 100% | ||
| icblockchain | 0 | 176,213,596 | 100% | ||
| failsafedata | 0 | 60,978,592 | 10% | ||
| shirleynpenalosa | 0 | 494,084,866 | 5% | ||
| rozioo94 | 0 | 202,698,897 | 100% | ||
| kusior | 0 | 871,019,220 | 20% | ||
| rozio91 | 0 | 585,941,297 | 100% | ||
| infidel1258 | 0 | 15,274,639,959 | 10% | ||
| astromaniak | 0 | 3,461,528,226 | 10% | ||
| martin94 | 0 | 588,220,517 | 100% | ||
| rebeccafl | 0 | 171,980,567 | 5% | ||
| cgbartow | 0 | 647,949,751 | 10% | ||
| mitchadventures | 0 | 5,104,752,994 | 10% | ||
| thomasgift | 0 | 239,409,322 | 5% | ||
| estheromoyiwola | 0 | 260,809,886 | 5% | ||
| jasiu | 0 | 3,347,889,917 | 100% | ||
| burlarj | 0 | 217,064,960 | 5% | ||
| bartheek | 0 | 6,837,289,306 | 50% | ||
| gandhibaba | 0 | 7,544,439,050 | 10% | ||
| spenceryan | 0 | 1,869,345,625 | 10% | ||
| kapitanpolak | 0 | 8,717,623,587 | 50% | ||
| aaronrodgers | 0 | 203,889,474 | 10% | ||
| wrestlingworld | 0 | 3,069,572,011 | 100% | ||
| wadera | 0 | 15,941,291,828 | 100% | ||
| lunaticpandora | 0 | 4,447,927,283 | 10% | ||
| escuetapamela | 0 | 177,843,242 | 5% | ||
| jesse12 | 0 | 3,561,064,594 | 5% | ||
| cryptosharon | 0 | 2,445,408,701 | 10% | ||
| hazem91 | 0 | 457,658,921 | 5% | ||
| numberofthingz | 0 | 6,357,340,574 | 10% | ||
| aperterikk | 0 | 2,114,234,380 | 10% | ||
| sn0white | 0 | 734,293,761 | 5% | ||
| gratefulvibes | 0 | 1,171,141,290 | 10% | ||
| charliekerper | 0 | 74,137,467 | 5% | ||
| lesiopm | 0 | 6,236,196,348 | 50% | ||
| neihy05 | 0 | 66,979,753 | 5% | ||
| reginecruz | 0 | 81,446,651 | 5% | ||
| julietisrael | 0 | 5,204,860,399 | 10% | ||
| terrenceh | 0 | 1,682,117,049 | 10% | ||
| paparazy06 | 0 | 65,337,456 | 5% | ||
| originalmrspice | 0 | 7,643,228,012 | 10% | ||
| loolooasuna | 0 | 149,147,755 | 5% | ||
| randumb | 0 | 4,113,725,612 | 10% | ||
| wrecktangle27 | 0 | 8,334,432,605 | 10% | ||
| ashmodz | 0 | 4,463,368,030 | 10% | ||
| inspiredgideon1 | 0 | 104,161,619 | 5% | ||
| vanityplates | 0 | 6,317,541,036 | 10% | ||
| fturner19 | 0 | 210,439,433 | 10% | ||
| yamcha | 0 | 4,527,536,490 | 10% | ||
| rativiv | 0 | 4,930,848,061 | 10% | ||
| edgarr | 0 | 8,771,794,944 | 10% | ||
| grzyb77 | 0 | 3,514,814,835 | 41% | ||
| truce | 0 | 8,194,306,597 | 10% | ||
| onepercentbetter | 0 | 7,336,734,551 | 10% | ||
| arantuil | 0 | 60,959,605 | 10% | ||
| shogunma | 0 | 7,342,948,911 | 100% | ||
| rawn | 0 | 6,022,028,880 | 10% | ||
| mimidee74 | 0 | 2,035,408,823 | 10% | ||
| jokeskay | 0 | 4,924,341,468 | 10% | ||
| thomasbrown | 0 | 10,930,193,698 | 10% | ||
| wolontariusz | 0 | 3,521,673,272 | 100% | ||
| nzl19500 | 0 | 1,610,157,890 | 100% | ||
| yanzel4lyf | 0 | 384,451,772 | 5% | ||
| pasie15 | 0 | 2,370,437,902 | 10% | ||
| midlet | 0 | 5,343,666,662 | 10% | ||
| jennybeans | 0 | 76,936,623 | 5% | ||
| julypalma | 0 | 855,655,688 | 10% | ||
| karega | 0 | 449,759,967 | 10% | ||
| avhyaceulip | 0 | 240,264,044 | 7% | ||
| yennarido | 0 | 122,602,808 | 5% | ||
| willjj85 | 0 | 65,128,054 | 10% | ||
| cradle | 0 | 308,863,163 | 5% | ||
| khrom | 0 | 11,217,060,737 | 50% | ||
| julietpage | 0 | 657,865,518 | 10% | ||
| inesita | 0 | 587,175,128 | 100% | ||
| kacperski | 0 | 591,834,125 | 100% | ||
| lordgod | 0 | 508,295,293,323 | 10% | ||
| browery | 0 | 7,224,421,137 | 100% | ||
| steemitkidsworld | 0 | 898,940,275 | 5% | ||
| suchy | 0 | 673,766,950 | 100% | ||
| rightwing670 | 0 | 12,525,313,061 | 10% | ||
| coolarth | 0 | 160,860,491 | 5% | ||
| ragnar94 | 0 | 1,080,541,701 | 10% | ||
| mauryis | 0 | 1,729,211,696 | 5% | ||
| ellechim0816 | 0 | 76,244,982 | 5% | ||
| blessedsteemer | 0 | 226,659,346 | 5% | ||
| merlion | 0 | 7,559,801,194 | 10% | ||
| nantzjbalayo | 0 | 180,094,207 | 5% | ||
| lagtv | 0 | 4,556,101,804 | 10% | ||
| crip-toe-joe | 0 | 270,000,032 | 5% | ||
| melissaofficial | 0 | 4,589,912,183 | 10% | ||
| michalx2008x | 0 | 316,332,854,210 | 50% | ||
| joyrobinson | 0 | 315,868,034 | 7.5% | ||
| ashikstd | 0 | 250,821,557 | 5% | ||
| thewitness | 0 | 2,877,615,318 | 10% | ||
| sportbot | 0 | 607,373,243 | 100% | ||
| emsonic | 0 | 3,931,987,272 | 100% | ||
| dyzia | 0 | 833,474,728 | 100% | ||
| trapcation | 0 | 3,839,326,085 | 10% | ||
| cryptogangz | 0 | 11,353,637,934 | 10% | ||
| jluvs2fly | 0 | 6,659,590,960 | 10% | ||
| lilcryptita | 0 | 4,598,117,435 | 10% | ||
| p3dheem | 0 | 4,599,619,478 | 10% | ||
| kalikalejawp | 0 | 2,418,661,306 | 100% | ||
| vanoss | 0 | 7,528,631,928 | 10% | ||
| duval904 | 0 | 1,197,571,525 | 10% | ||
| julietlucy | 0 | 1,632,172,460 | 100% | ||
| lifenow | 0 | 5,347,288,858 | 10% | ||
| blockfreak | 0 | 4,308,039,270 | 10% | ||
| trevon | 0 | 22,468,069,621 | 10% | ||
| hiatus | 0 | 4,467,069,923 | 10% | ||
| pyemoney | 0 | 2,891,430,013 | 10% | ||
| cgp | 0 | 610,710,608 | 5% | ||
| morethancrypto | 0 | 4,533,791,699 | 10% | ||
| genre | 0 | 481,014,859 | 10% | ||
| hers | 0 | 469,720,594 | 10% | ||
| bitches | 0 | 572,803,896 | 10% | ||
| ptaku | 0 | 4,882,124,109 | 100% | ||
| lifefun | 0 | 4,456,444,849 | 10% | ||
| inature | 0 | 11,805,987,788 | 10% | ||
| wordofmouth | 0 | 995,073,898 | 10% | ||
| retrospect | 0 | 642,182,553 | 10% | ||
| steemitsarah | 0 | 1,017,456,965 | 10% | ||
| ghost-train | 0 | 762,912,851 | 10% | ||
| space-smx | 0 | 162,561,887 | 10% | ||
| mrxplorer | 0 | 66,912,020 | 5% | ||
| imranlouis | 0 | 428,700,775 | 10% | ||
| superwoman916 | 0 | 2,377,065,236 | 10% | ||
| cryptoxicate | 0 | 4,829,722,392 | 10% | ||
| blog-fictions | 0 | 261,923,658 | 5% | ||
| mprgraffix | 0 | 210,195,808 | 5% | ||
| cryptorunway | 0 | 51,560,735 | 50% | ||
| adamaslam | 0 | 388,318,156 | 10% | ||
| samarek69 | 0 | 549,050,091 | 100% | ||
| sp-group | 0 | 106,388,648,589 | 75% | ||
| stephaniecapps | 0 | 2,515,077,406 | 100% | ||
| mrcn-86 | 0 | 606,603,431 | 100% | ||
| kinaki | 0 | 51,569,335 | 100% | ||
| djafar00007 | 0 | 111,894,901 | 5% | ||
| morning-star | 0 | 243,029,052 | 100% | ||
| daddywilliam | 0 | 428,535,747 | 5% | ||
| theestateof.mind | 0 | 10,121,350,598 | 10% | ||
| adrestia | 0 | 60,727,074 | 10% | ||
| tezus | 0 | 44,937,066,937 | 10% | ||
| steemitbuzz | 0 | 135,668,194 | 50% | ||
| nworb | 0 | 53,242,793,591 | 10% | ||
| megatess | 0 | 1,322,961,369 | 12% | ||
| buneki | 0 | 60,691,752 | 10% | ||
| cailynnmarie | 0 | 221,511,315 | 50% |
wiem co to tęsknota 😰🤕 i bardzo doceniam Cię za te słowa: >Nie godze się z sytuacją lecz oswajam myśli. Szukam sposobów, nie uciekam.." (trzymam kciuki byś znalazł! znajdziesz!)
| post_id | 62,405,881 |
|---|---|
| author | rozku |
| permlink | re-jozef230-zycie-63bf395855ed7-20180914t044900439z |
| category | esteem |
| json_metadata | {"app":"steemit\/0.1","tags":["esteem"]} |
| created | 2018-09-14 04:49:00 |
| last_update | 2018-09-14 04:49:00 |
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| percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
Nie ma sprawy, dzięki za udostępnianie nuty bo jak widać promocja kulawa. Pozdro
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| author | kalikalejawp |
| permlink | re-jozef230-zycie-63bf395855ed7-20180914t152353162z |
| category | esteem |
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| last_update | 2018-09-14 15:23:51 |
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