<p><div class = "text-justify">Sometimes you think it's okay, you're waiting for him to understand what you want but you're wrong about it. You do not know what your life partner knows unless you can understand her feelings and give her what she wants so no chaos to happen. But, don't you know that it was not a healthy relationship? Feeling tired that you always understand and humble yourself for the peaceful day and night. It is hard to express all that is inside of my heart, I only rely on my God.</div> <center>https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmX2Xju1dRyt2yqjpbJjseygKutxGzfxaFAVhK9oRBnieF/IMG_20190425_174513.jpg</center> <p><div class = "text-justify">Then there will be more problems and difficulties when your two children are fighting for toys that are not for him/her. The pain of my head and my emotions especially and I have not been vacationing for three years. I want a rest. </div> Who really literally understands me? No one... No one... Materials are nothing, it will give you temporary happiness only. ### Depression is not a joke. You may see someone smiling, but inside they're dying...
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To listen to the audio version of this article click on the play image. [![](https://s18.postimg.org/51o0kpijd/play200x46.png)](http://ec2-52-72-169-104.compute-1.amazonaws.com/kennyroy__depression-is-not-a-joke.mp3) Brought to you by [@tts](https://steemit.com/tts/@tts/introduction). If you find it useful please consider upvoting this reply.
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You sound as worn out as I feel, I was trying to work out if this is a fictional story or actual life. I hope if it is real life you get a break soon. Posted using [Partiko iOS](https://partiko.app/referral/c0ff33a)
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It's actual bro... I really need a break... A real break... I like 2 days of sleep and body massage or going to a forest with waterfalls...
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