Is owing the heart the same as paying time? by kubbyelizabeth

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· @kubbyelizabeth · (edited)
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Is owing the heart the same as paying time?
It was the kind of fog that made her wonder. 
The type of thunder that called for walks. 
The type of moment that reflected time.

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Making memories haunted mine...
 
Walking hand in hand took the land. Talking dreams of where and when. 
His tomb was silent. The land was, too. She stood there watching. Wondering where to. 
She wore the dress. His favorite color, too. His warm embrace was overdue.  

Outstanding payments, the debt of love was painted cold. 

Wearing the dress of royalty while losing the strength to stand.
Wearing the widow pain and owing the heart the same.

The same as paying time? The same as remembering why. 

The day was supposed to be cold, but the ground felt wet. 
Her legs numb to the physical pain her emotions carried. 
It was the kind of fog that made her wonder. 

Settling over the stone engraved with his name. 
Over the memories of his legacy craved his claim. 
Struggling to breathe, lacking oxygen, printing a norm. 
Frozen, but not freezing the fixed desire of regret.

Is owing the heart the same as paying time? 

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@apkdl ·
nice nice :)
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
Thank you, do you write poems?
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@globocop ·
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Heartbreak, indeed.
But knowing that, if saved, we will be reunited with our loved ones, will nurture hope... For our only hope is in Christ Jesus.
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
Look at you globocop, maybe ill end that to my next one!
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@mrsfox ·
beach and friendship very nice
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
That is my mom and sister actually. Do you have a sister?
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@mcfarhat ·
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That is a side I haven't seen of you yet. Amazingly poetic Kubby !!
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
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Mixing it up a little, thank you for staying faithful during my mspwaves announcement. I want to ensure my faithful followers read all my styles of expressing my thoughts and hopes. :) you can still catch my post for the radio station on @msp-waves. :)
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@mcfarhat ·
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You don't see me upset about that LOL
I will tune in also - soon i hope. Gonna figure out how to get that discord voice working, maybe give that mobile app a try :D
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@phgnomo ·
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Kubby! Felicitaçáes, Feliz Natal e Um belo ano novo!
Sorria, vocΓͺ estΓ‘ no meu Scavenger Hunt do @aggroed!
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
I saw that, thank you very much. That was very sweet! <3
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@juniordionesio ·
Very nice!!
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
Thank you very much. Do you write poetry?
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@juniordionesio ·
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Well I wrote poetry, not anymore. In portuguese!
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@zincali ·
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You must have really loved this guy. Beautiful poem @kubbyelizabeth, you capture the shock of heartache very picturesquely.
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
Thank you, I do love love and miss it more so when I don't have it daily. :)
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@zincali ·
Ha, I know that you are very loved kubbyelizabeth
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@geke ·
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Really beautiful, Kubby. And I love the idea of an economic debt to the heart... ❀
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
Thank you very much, i'm beyond grateful you took the time to read it. I wanted to submit for review, but didn't know if it qualified as a poem since it is more prose. However, next time I would love to have you or your team review it. There is always room for improvement.
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@jasnadao ·
Hi @kubbyelizabeth! So happy to find you here. I love connecting with new friends all over the world. I will follow and up vote you and I hope you do the same :)
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@jeffways ·
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Beautiful writing, Kubby.
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@kubbyelizabeth ·
Thank you very much!
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