http://imgur.com/swfJV7d.jpg Sometimes I wonder if I am crazy. Do you do that? I don't think I am but then, how would I know? I spend and have spent a great deal of time and effort throughout my life working hard for very little gain. I always seem to be chasing. Do you chase too? The chase sometimes seems endless but other times the end is just at the fingertips. I have never got a good hold on it though. Something always seems to happen that puts more distance between me and it again. Are you comfortable there? I wonder what it feels like to have no money worries, to know you can always pay the bills. Yes, there are more stresses than not enough money in this world but just scraping by makes all of those worse too. I know, you? I wonder if this is by design. Am I a fool for working hard, trying my best? Am I playing into their game? What do you think? In many respects I am lucky, I have a lovely wife and beautiful daughter but this makes it much worse. Don't they deserve the best in life? I am not it, I have no illusions about that. So, I continue to do my best, lacking as it seems to be. Early mornings to scramble for a day job, late nights here at Steemit, trying to improve myself to improve my results. Improve for them and for me. Do you do the same? It seems so easy for some. Life seems to flow. I don't experience that often. When I do, I am writing, working, wiping the sweat from my brow. Do you work like this too? I think the investment is worth it but often I wonder if here too it is like the walking world where I work and chase, it always just out of reach. Looking to others as inspiration for where I could be too. Just a little more work, a little less sleep. I'll get there one day. Or will I? Perhaps I am not cut from the right cloth to be successful in this community. Perhaps my hard work is poor work, but how can I tell? Do you know? I do the best I can. Don't you? Is there ever a time where the best one can do is enough or is it always compared to another? Someone better. If the indicator for success was effort would the world look different? Who'd be at the top? Me, you or still them? I ramble a lot, maybe I am crazy. Taraz [ a Steemit original ] The photo is from La Rambla in Barcelona. See? My namesake.
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Life has so many definitions , I guess it's all about finding a happiness and carrying it with you through life or to find a purpose of life instead of just going day by day which a lot of individuals begin to do .
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Moment by moment is enough perhaps for me. Days are much too long. :)
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meep
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Hi Taraz, The "chase" is worth it. If the "chase" didn't exist we'll have nothing else to do :)
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I always have plenty to do and much more meaningful things than what the chase requires. Maybe it is just a different chase.
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Your photography and writing are beautiful. What I have noticed in this world is that those who are truly the best usually go unrecognized. For example, the flamboyant pro-athlete gets a lot of attention and money while the farmer who grows the food we need to live is underpaid and over-worked. We live in a crazy, upsidedown world! That said, what is for our highest good always comes our way. Visualization and meditation has helped me.
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It is indeed an upside down world. People aee willing to pay handsomely for those that entertain but those that privide service and help should do it voluntarily. Underpaid teachers, overpaid actors.
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Well you might be crazy, but if I judge you from what I see here on steemit I'd say you're no more "crazy" than the rest of us. And I totally relate to what you've said here, scrambling at a day job to scratch out a living, trying your best to be successful on steemit... but I think you can't judge your own successes or failures by comparing them to others experiences and results. Steem on
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How can I trust you if you are crazy too? :)
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> But we're never gonna survive unless We get a little crazy No we're never gonna survive unless We are a little...
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If this video does not inspire you nothing will enjoy https://steemit.com/guy/@newmarket65/guy-richie-tells-you-a-story-to-inspire follow me if you liked it
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