What I thought of when reading this is a kind of positive result of hard times. They show you who cares and who can help you get through them. I think sometimes people forget that just being there is the best thing you can do. Anyways, there's not much to add to this. I just want to wish you all the best because it is never easy to feel all those emotions. But, as you said, it's a part of being human, and I hope that things will work out in the best way for you :)