> 32 lines, 528 words, let's pretend it doesn't harm, the harassment is never my fault.

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[source](https://pixabay.com/nl/photos/meisje-vrouw-gezicht-mooi-model-2766851)

## Bitch!

**Drop dead!**

_Leave me alone._

_Scolding does not hurt?_

**Your mother is a whore!**

**I wish you burn in hell!**

**I have had it with you folk.**

_Who of all can I call for help?_

_Not a single person cares, the harassing goes on._

_The police always coming late if they come at all..._

_It's the silence before the storm scaring me most of all._

_Hope is gone, there's no place to hide, isn't it better to..._

**Lousy, lazy piece of shit, wish you were dead you spoil my life!**

> Slammed in the face, kicked into the stomach against the head still around not...

_You hate me what did I do, how to be with me instead of you?_

**You make me so damned sick stupid blond chick, a whore's child above all, not halal!**

_The only words they know... scolding, cursing, related to sex, the common sense and intelligence is low._

**I make you pay for all you did to me and my family you stupid cow, watch how!**

_Take a deep breath and let it go, ignore, turn the other cheek no harm can be done although..._

> Spat at, kicked hard, face swollen, beaten up,
> no chance to fight back, knocked out thanks to... a broken cup.

_Not even those three pots of hot tea can cover up the bruises and broken bones he recently gave to me._

> Harassment is never your fault they say unless you are female, a child and refuse to pray and obey the boogie man.
> 
> You know the boogie man that piece of shit, a rapist, a bully no god but commander who tries to live like it?

_No groaning, moaning, crying out loud, I have to keep silent and try to hide, swallowing pride till the light evaporates the darkest cloud._

> Not brain dead yet blood is everywhere on the walls, table, floor...
> and the favorite chair too witnesses of what just happened again and before.

**Yes, you are right I know she's a whore the problem of my fall, what happens to us our family, I agree, thanks for your call.**

**Wake up girl your time is up pack your bag, the favorite dress, necklace of auntie Jess, your passport and savings so you won't have a lack!**

**Heaven can wait and I know I shouldn't tell but I made a reservation for you alone, girl you go straight to hell, the place where women belong.**

> A long drive with the car tied in the back of the trunk tasting own blood
> it smells not so good, he drives like a madman is he drunk?

_The brakes are fine there is no need to panic, why is he in such a hurry it's our last day together and it will be a farewell to me._

**Get out you filthy pig, piece of shit you spoiled my life and the trunk of my BMW, there's no single person on earth as awful as you, you disgust me!**

_On the top of the cliffs we stand close it's so high, I cannot swim but know how to fly It's the end... one misstep and he falls without even saying goodbye._

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> posted on WordPress and too.rs first to protect my . I struggled with uploading photos for hours.

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