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This is my life, which not many people know about. Actually there were a lot of problems in my life, but my lips didn't know, what he did still smiled like he didn't have any problems at all.

Because no matter what problem I face and how painful I feel it, my lips never know all that, all he does is keep smiling sweetly.

I like mirrors, not because I always use to decorate and beautify myself. But he is my best friend, because when I cry, he will always follow and accompany me to cry until I stop with him. He will never laugh a little when I cry, he won't be happy on my death, that's why I like him.

That's all I can do, sometimes I can only lie to myself by trying to convince my heart that I am okay, that I will not cry just because of things like this, even though there is actually a cry that I am in order not to spill. Because sometimes for me, just by always smiling and convincing myself is the best way to solve problems.

Not only to solve problems, sometimes smiling is also a way to hide the problem at hand. Because by hiding it I will look fine without being sad and as if always cheerful like someone who doesn't have any problems. That way I will look strong in front of anyone.