I lost my aunt to suicide. It wasn't just the fact I lost my aunt who was once very close to me and lived with our family for four years, but more to do with the way she chose to end her life. Regrets about what I could have done has often haunted me. Because she battled depression for many years. There was a point when I visitted her and stayed with her in China for a month when her situation got better after I constantly prayed for and with her, and shared with her the hope that is found in Jesus. I regret not spending more time with her when she got a bit better.