Viewing a response to: @misslasvegas/ecotrain-question-of-the-week-is-it-better-to-have-loved-and-lost-than-never-to-have-loved-at-all
This totally broke my heart as I was reading it. I have been thinking about you and this terrible terrible tragedy often in the last few weeks. You manage to articulate articulate something I am not sure that I could put into words if I had gone through the same thing. It makes me cry even thinking about this. It seems it seems that the contract we have with life means we all must die but the grease we suffer when it happens to someone we love so dearly is almost insurmountable. Sending you so much love
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| author | riverflows |
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Thank you @riverflows. Writing this is for me the only way to go. It is something that I'd rather not had written, but because there is nothing I can do to change the facts, this is my outlet... Also because I believe that this boy deserves to be on the blockchain forever and for me as a reminder that life truly is precious and way too short. Thank you for your kind comment, it is something I cried about a lot while I was writing it. A tragedy you wish on no one, especially people you love. The whole experience put me back with my feet on the ground...and I'm holding my kids close.
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| author | misslasvegas |
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