Not to come from a place of judgment as I feel similar to you in this respect, but I feel your sense of fear of failure due to being financially propped up by one source is a good fear to have. I believe this fear will help keep you honest and over time help you to look for other ways to supplement that singular income. I believe you seem to be on the right path and by your posts alone I know you have to intelligence and work ethic to continue to succeed, as you already are. I personally felt a bit like the birds were going to eat the snail in the pictures above, as often happens in this kingdom of animals. I hope you continue with this sense of rational fear as it tends to be healthy and vigilant. As always, thank you for sharing @ stellabelle. Your posts often discuss topics that I myself do not think of often. So for that I want to sincerely thank you. This type of inclusion of ideas and topics we would not normally see in our lives is what makes Steemit so great. It brings us all together to learn and conversate with eachother, in the end making us all better humans. Cheers