Sorry for going postal, I wasn’t lying that I basically went over the edge. I was already flustered with the passions which I couldn’t stir, and I have to still deal with a lot of bs that culminated of which I still have to resolve. This absolutely nothing to do with you nor do I blame you as I stated in the end blurb. So drop the officialness and speak as the Diety as thou art, O Bananafish. 
<br>I could care less if thou were professional, I rather care for a sincerity that knows how to be tact while still being critical. After all, people unfortunately live an emotional life and rationality is interdependent with emotions. So please, it angers me more that people retract their statements as I have said a many a times to you. But I cannot take offense to your heartfelt comment here. I just cannot.<br>
<i>(And I haven’t forgotten those comments of praise nor why you made those comments, let me be clear on that. As I must repitituously state, I didn’t take your comment as a personal attack; but it had triggered me nonetheless. And due to such a horrid collection of conscious-unconscious memories and the fact I had to hear one a few days ago to then seeing that comment tipped me over. And the unfortunate lesson that has to be repeated on the Internet is that we can never be too safe, only prepared to clean up post hoc. If I must repeat myself an umpteenth time: I am blaming no one, not even myself. The only thing I apologize is that my cathartic event spilled over to some FTS entries and the Bananafish Discord.)</i><br>
When the light is running low and the shadows start to grow, and the places that you know seem like fantasy. There's a light inside your soul, that's still shining in the cold, with the truth - the promise in our hearts... Don't forget, I'm with you in the dark.<br>
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