Viewing a response to: @fairytalelife/the-prison-of-depression
Not trying to make it about me, but reading this reminds me of me and my anger issues. Anger isn't like a prison to me. It's more like a monster or a demon lurking inside of me. When it manifests itself, it turns me into this angry son of a bitch who can't even think right. It sucks to know that it's eating me up inside and like I have this "thing" inside of me. But I guess it's all about moving forward.
| post_id | 951,543 |
|---|---|
| author | aldentan |
| permlink | re-fairytalelife-the-prison-of-depression-20160914t190830902z |
| category | health |
| json_metadata | "{"tags": ["health"]}" |
| created | 2016-09-14 19:08:33 |
| last_update | 2016-09-14 19:08:33 |
| depth | 1 |
| children | 3 |
| net_rshares | 0 |
| last_payout | 2016-10-15 20:29:33 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| promoted | 0.000 SBD |
| body_length | 410 |
| author_reputation | 59,035,209,817,935 |
| root_title | "The Prison of Depression" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 SBD |
| percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
@aldentan - I'm sorry for what you are going through with your anger. I admire you for being able to see it for what it is, a monster inside you. But it doesn't have to be in you forever. Acknowledging its existence is the first step in throwing it out the door.
| post_id | 954,833 |
|---|---|
| author | fairytalelife |
| permlink | re-aldentan-re-fairytalelife-the-prison-of-depression-20160915t033439637z |
| category | health |
| json_metadata | "{"users": ["aldentan"], "tags": ["health"]}" |
| created | 2016-09-15 03:30:06 |
| last_update | 2016-09-15 03:30:06 |
| depth | 2 |
| children | 2 |
| net_rshares | 336,222,066 |
| last_payout | 2016-10-15 20:29:33 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| promoted | 0.000 SBD |
| body_length | 262 |
| author_reputation | 82,751,862,601,752 |
| root_title | "The Prison of Depression" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 SBD |
| percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| aldentan | 0 | 336,222,066 | 100% |
Yes indeed. Slowly taking steps to improve upon it. You're brave and I admire you for writing about your depression too.
| post_id | 956,329 |
|---|---|
| author | aldentan |
| permlink | re-fairytalelife-re-aldentan-re-fairytalelife-the-prison-of-depression-20160915t090521570z |
| category | health |
| json_metadata | "{"tags": ["health"]}" |
| created | 2016-09-15 09:05:18 |
| last_update | 2016-09-15 09:05:18 |
| depth | 3 |
| children | 1 |
| net_rshares | 0 |
| last_payout | 2016-10-15 20:29:33 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| promoted | 0.000 SBD |
| body_length | 122 |
| author_reputation | 59,035,209,817,935 |
| root_title | "The Prison of Depression" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 SBD |
| percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
You are brave for opening up about anger. I applaud you for your honesty. :)
| post_id | 963,867 |
|---|---|
| author | fairytalelife |
| permlink | re-aldentan-re-fairytalelife-re-aldentan-re-fairytalelife-the-prison-of-depression-20160916t025430419z |
| category | health |
| json_metadata | "{"tags": ["health"]}" |
| created | 2016-09-16 02:54:30 |
| last_update | 2016-09-16 02:54:30 |
| depth | 4 |
| children | 0 |
| net_rshares | 526,982,722 |
| last_payout | 2016-10-15 20:29:33 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| promoted | 0.000 SBD |
| body_length | 76 |
| author_reputation | 82,751,862,601,752 |
| root_title | "The Prison of Depression" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 SBD |
| percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| aldentan | 0 | 526,982,722 | 100% |