Many go through it, you included it seems. Bloody terrible. I watched the same happen with my grandma (mum's mum) and again with my dad's mum...it'll be me one day I guess, possibly. 

Venting here, just writing the words, feels better. It's probably an *overshare* scenario and to be honest I'm not one to open up too much with this sort of thing but it helps for sure. 

...Now, what to cut, what to cut! Lol. 

!ENGAGE 25