The life is sometimes quite hard, has a lot of tests, like some religious people would say. I am not religious and I just believe in a fate, it is sometimes we are caught in a spiral of dramatic events that run out of control, you are a strong personality because you stayed over it and still smiling and have a good heart. I am glad you keep telling your story, that is important for people to know what happen behind the scene so that they appreciate what they have and to have a good heart for support of such people like you.