>Yes, I am a boring pathetic loser, but at least I work on myself everyday to become less of that. I do have a lot of faith in myself and have improved a lot over the years, but I am not satisfied with where I am.

We're gonna make it brah.

> My goal is to be a digital nomad but I haven't found that thing that I am really good at and enjoy doing to make a full time living off of and be able to travel.

Don't look for "that thing" because you'll never find it. Take the volume approach.

Not sure if you're read my other posts, but I start projects all the time. Some go somewhere, some don't. Even if the rate is 100 to 1, all it takes is that one to take you to the next level.

I've written hundreds of articles at this point. Not all of them are good. It took me a while to find my voice. But it happened and now I can crank them out. Without writing 100s of them though, I never would have found it.

> I still have a fair bit of shame that I haven't accepted yet which makes it difficult for me to bond with people, but that is starting to improve fortunately.

Good. Use that. What's the famous book? "Feel the fear and do it anyway."

Every single time I post something, I get the worst anxiety before reading the comments the next day. Did I say too much? Is this the post that's going to finally fuck me? 

Never happens. In fact, the more chances you take, the bigger rewards you'll get. Not just with writing either.

It's a fucked up world man. Nobody bonds anymore unless it's through a mutually shared activity. Get off your computer and join a Crossfit gym. Talk to me in 3 months. 

>Congrats on making clients on here. People that will pay you "real" money for your services. I have yet to do that but at least I earn a good amount of Steem from my videos on here.

I haven't gotten any clients from Steemit. I do, however, show off my blog to potential clients and emphasize the fact that I am a well-known superstar over here.

I've been meaning to start videos for the longest time. I just hate showing people I'm a human being when I've built up such a strong persona through writing.