Wow, what a wonderful comment. I can see you wiping your car around in traffic and driving down like oo7, just to realize what you thought you saw wasn’t real. Thank you for relating to me. 

Our minds are often so untrustworthy and often times conflicting with our hearts. For example, with every fiber in my being I believed Brazil would win the World Cup. I ignored the nay sayers and was right every time. Even during the last game when we were do n by two. I kept clam and believed. Then I watched the last 30 seconds tick away and the other team officially announced winners. 

Shocked, crying, and so disappointed I walked back to my desk. I feel like I’m a dream and eventually will wake up and my reality will be different. All that to say, I’m still learning not to be triggered by words or actions caused by other people.