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Howdy tryskele! Wonderful truth, wisdom and thought-provoking post. I'm glad you had your kids to live for when you were going through your darkest time!
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Me too!! hehe. Occasionally, things drift to where my mind will tell me that they are better off without me. I just work through it. I think one thing I know that many don't understand is usually someone who is suicidal, doesn't want to to die. It is all wanting to stop hurting. The hurt and pain they feel, but not to be hurting those around them (yes this is usually the mindset). With the epidemic that is going, writing all of this it does bring some insight back. These are really strong feelings and if as an adult it is a struggle imagine what it feels like to a kid. They haven't learned yet tomorrow is a new day.
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Oh that is such an important point about the kids suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts, they haven't had the experience to learn how to handle it. They need to be helped before it's too late!
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