Here’s All of My Personal Finance Information… It’s Not Pretty. [Quest for Financial Freedom] by heymattsokol

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Here’s All of My Personal Finance Information… It’s Not Pretty. [Quest for Financial Freedom]
[Yesterday I explained](https://steemit.com/personalfinance/@heymattsokol/the-return-of-my-quest-for-financial-freedom-my-financial-info-is-public-as-i-fight-poverty-can-you-offer-guidance) why I am rebooting my “Quest for Creative Financial Freedom” series.

https://i.imgur.com/7cGc5Lb.jpg

Long story short: The first time I did this series, it was awesome... Then I got scared and stopped. This time I’m back for keeps. All of my personal finance information will be public and immutable on the blockchain.

<h3>Why the Hell Are You Putting Your Embarrassing Finances Online?</h3>

I’m doing this to show other musicians that the struggle is real for all of us. You aren’t alone. 

Everybody is so busy trying to boost their personal brands - sharing photos backstage, new fancy music gear, hanging out with celebrities, whatever - and nobody wants to admit the truth: most of us are struggling.

Whenever I talk to a musician friend, it’s a lot of angst. “Things are going well… but damn, I can barely pay my rent.”

Let’s move past this bullshit and be honest with each other. Let’s build new avenues to earn real money and support each other. Starting from a place of honesty, we can contribute much more and feel less alone in the process of surviving as artists.

Very few artists earn good money in their 20’s. The vast majority struggle to put food on the table. Let’s stop bullshitting each other, ok?!

<h3>Here’s my Financial Info</h3>

OK, fuck it, here it is. I am in **bad shape** right now. This is one of the worst financial moments of my life. No point beating around the bush about it.

ASSETS:

**Checking Account #1**: $0
**Checking Account #2**: $15
**Checking Account #3**: $0
**Steem Liquid Wallet**: $0

**Savings Account #1**: $10
**Steem Power**: 1,550 SP // ~$1,400
**Short-Term Savings** (building up to pay off the short term loan at end of month - see below): $140

DEBTS:

**Money Owed to my Dad**: ~$12,000 
**PayPal Credit**: $6,300 (I am a few months behind on this payment which doesnt help)
**Short Term Steem Loan**: $600 due on Nov 30

<h3>This is Bad ! ! !</h3>

I really do not want to share this information. This is really bad. I'm having a lot of stress right now about the idea that I will fall too far behind and end up in some kind of really terrible situation.. I'm on the financial edge.

Right now I am earning about $120 per week in steem and another $100-$150 in other freelance gigs, so I’m not making nearly enough. The problem is an income problem. The immediate urgent task is to increase the income up to about $500 per week.

<h3>How Did This Happen?</h3>

The obvious question is: How did I get in this situation?

I was earning about $2,000 per month in June 2017. Then things slowly dried up. I made the mistake of focusing more on steem, forgoing some of my other, less fun, writing gigs. Then the steem value tanked and I found myself not earning nearly enough.

At one point, I was earning great great money on steem. Earned more than $500 USD of steem in one week at my peak. Stuff like this felt normal:

https://i.imgur.com/OAkgLa3.png

In a world where I can earn $50+ per day on steem, achieving a baseline of financial stability is easier. That would be $1,500 per month, with some going towards SP.

However, today, I am earning more like $20 per day on steem. This is awesome, I am grateful as fuck for it. But it’s obviously not enough to be a significant part of my income. Worst of all, I made the huge mistake of neglecting my other income, going “all-in” on steem, but without any savings as a back-up. Now I need to recover and find basic financial stability.

I’m going to stop here before the post gets too long. Tomorrow I'll go into some detail on my emergency plan to get through this month / pay rent in December. Advice will be greatly appreciated lol.

After I get past this immediate emergency... then I can get into the real work to reclaim my financial security.

Thanks for reading, it means the world to me. Love you all.

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@rifathemu ·
Very Nice post. I like it.
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@davedickeyyall ·
Damn.  I don't feel so bad about my finances after reading that... we have the same amount of money but my bills are way lower..
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@heymattsokol ·
Glad I could help lol. Yea this is not my finest moment
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@davedickeyyall ·
I'm positive its been worse lol
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@katamori · (edited)
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> Then the steem value tanked and I found myself not earning nearly enough.

No offense, because you get and will always get my upvote, but *dude*, this is why everyone says that people investing their lives into cryptocurrencies are idiots. (by "their lives", I mean assets having a value of a lifetime, like your fucking house, or loans or something)

> neglecting my other income, going “all-in” on steem, but without any savings as a back-up

As an emergency tip, I'd start by saying **don't fucking ever do it again!** Never put all the eggs into one basket.
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@heymattsokol ·
Upvoting this at 100% power because I agree so fucking much. I mean I don't really regret it because I had to learn my lesson, but it was SO dumb.

I'm never gonna do it again. I'm gonna build multiple sources of income, get some kind of actual job ASAP, and build a base of financial stability. Your support has been amazing so far btw @katamori and I appreciate you :-)
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@katamori · (edited)
Holy shit, that's generous of you, thank you very much! (also clarified something, hope there wasn't any misunderstanding)

As far as my support go: as a community member, I always act like this, as long as there is someone to do for. I'm not a fan of amateur composers (unless [s]he's some amazing heavy metal or synthwave artist) but your "top50 crypto" series worth support on its own.
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@ngc ·
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@heymattsokol ·
Thanks @ngc, I appreciate your moral support. Honestly it was super scary to post this, I felt nauseous at the thought of revealing my own financial idiocy. But now that it's public, I feel so much better.
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@gnanadassithero ·
usefull brother
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@schattenjaeger · (edited)
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I genuinely hope you pull through, but take this as a lesson. Steemit will never provide long lasting financial security for you that you can trust. There are so many variables; the price can tank, the whales supporting you may power down, a hardfork can change the algorithms.. There are so many thing that can change. Never put all of your eggs in one basket. And you should never take out a loan, in my opinion, but that's just me. Especially if you don't have money. Because a loan has to be paid back. And if you have low income, all of the money you make will go into paying the loans, and you'll starve, which then drives you into loaning more. It's a vicious cycle. Stop it. There are always ways to pull through, you just need to use your imagination. You'll make it, if you want to.
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@heymattsokol ·
Thank you @schattenjaeger. You are absolutely right that loans are terrible. I regret ever taking them, although recently I've been so screwed (by my own hand) that it seemed impossible to avoid.

My shortest term goal is to do exactly what you are suggesting: To hustle my ASS off and get out of the immediate debt cycle. If I can pay my rent and buy groceries without any extra loans or borrowing, that's step one... and I need to get there ASAP, like before the end of this year. 

Appreciate your advice dude!
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@buzzbeergeek ·
Hope it works out for you! I'm 100% savings with steem and all crypto. It's fun because my day job gets me to 0 each month. Now I can have a bit of extra! And all those fancy beer I previously craved!
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@heymattsokol ·
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Sounds like fun... just, you know, don't end up like me lol. Make sure you are really seriously willing to lose every dollar you invest, even if crypto seems like a gold mine. At least that's my $0.02
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@jlopezamor ·
Great story.... Good luck and hope you make a lot on this posts... It's always appreciated when someone talks wide openly about their life, problems or economic situation. 

You have my upvote, comment, follow and resteem

Please follow me @jlopezamor
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@heymattsokol ·
Thanks @jlopezamor, I am glad that you get some value out of this. It's not too common for people to talk frankly about their finances... but it can be really helpful to do.
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@grizgal · (edited)
$2.22
Im so glad you are back on this.  You'll get through it I'm sure.  It takes a lot of guts to put your personal finances online (Trump couldn't do it), so I take my hat off to you.

Initial suggestions:

1.  I agree with other posters, don't put all your eggs in one basket.  Especially when that basket is crypto.  Btc could crash to 10% of its former value (its happened before) and that would wipe out most alts.  Steem would be worth pennies.  I believe in crypto but this is still early days, initial adoption and the volatility will wipe people out.

2.  Go back to your previous money earning gigs.  Work out what generated the most income and start it up again.  Once your earning again, diversify.  I cant say this enough.... DIVERSIFY.  Your income generation is high risk and you need more security.

3.  Once you are out of the woods (initial woods anyway- likely to be next few weeks (say till Jan)), start planning slightly longer term.  I know debt is bad but you need to build a cash buffer.  Work out income V expenses (be honest), open a savings account (a proper one- crypto is too volatile at present) and start saving a little.  Make sure your debts are serviced but you need to store up a couple of months rent/ food etc expenses so if your income tanks again you'll be fine for a while while you sort it out.

4.  Hammer those debts.  Its not going to be pretty (unless you hit it big very soon, or win the lottery), but you need to start getting the debts down.  If those are your only debts, I would prob look at getting rid of the Steem debt as its achievable.  Then hammer the paypal one (I assume it has interest).  Talk to your Dad and explain you are trying to get on your feet etc.  As long as you are making progress I'm sure he will be supportive (obviously this is based on the fact that he loves you enough to lend you that much money in the first place and nothing else).  

5.  Don't give up.  Seriously, never give up.  You can do this.  You are in this situation because you are following your dreams and doing what you love (unlike the rest of us idiots who have proper jobs).  So remember that.  But don't give up.  I (and may others on here) will support you.  Never give up and you'll do it!  I believe in you.

Despite not really being into music, you are my favorite poster on Steemit!!  Keep it up.
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@heymattsokol ·
$0.18
Woo, that's a ton of great advice @grizgal. Your support means the world to me :-), I am honored to be your favorite poster!

I think my plan is pretty much exactly going to be what you are suggesting... getting a financial buffer together before I seriously tackle my debts seems essential. Otherwise it seems like I just get caught up in the debt cycle over and over again. At least I'm lucky that my debt is small compared to many people.

The most immediate thing is your step #2... getting the income up literally ASAP is so crucial. If I can get back to my previous "personal best" of $500 income per week, I'll be able to get away from my most pressing emergencies like paying for rent and food and stuff. I'm applying to jobs right now, literally right now!!
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@grizgal ·
$0.08
Good skills.  A job should see you through the next few months etc.  You can concentrate on music etc in your spare time.  I really respect you going all in on what you love but you need to sort out the day to day as well.  Get that sorted and I'm sure the rest will fall into place.  Looking forward to seeing you succeed.
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@thelavishtrader ·
I'm totally giving you an upvote and having the balls to keep it real, and I agree with everyone here about never putting all of your eggs in one basket. And personally, I never take out loans unless I really need it. But anywho, I suggest you look up how to make passive income with Bitcoin. 

A lot of companies out there automate bitcoin for you so you can make a passive income with them online without doing any of the technical stuff. I'll continue to watch your progression and hope for the best man. Since you're into crypto you might as well continue to research daily.
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@heymattsokol ·
Thank you! I'm not sure if trying to make passive income with bitcoin is possible. I don't have any money to invest, like literally none... isn't that how it works, you gotta invest in bitcoin for those things to work?
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Exactly, but you can start off small with lets say $60 so basically you would just be buying part of a Bitcoin and letting your money go to work for you from there. I would suggest selling some stuff on eBay or getting more clients with your freelance gigs. If it comes down to it, get a part-time job in the mean time if that's what you gotta do.
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@lehi ·
You are brave to put this info out there for all to see. My hat is off to you sir! The key to keep you accountable is to set goals. Zig Ziglar and Jim Rohn have a bunch of good info and videos online about make the changes and how to set and keep goals.
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@heymattsokol ·
Thanks @lehi, ya I've listened to one of the major Ziglar audio programs and it was really interesting stuff. I should definitely go back and give it a second listen... will put it on the list, lots of good recommendations coming in right now.
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@kaizencrrr ·
Damn, man... Let's all up-vote our fellow steemian more))
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@leka999999 ·
Welcome! You talking about such large amounts, write in your blog. Really in the community steem to earn that kind of money?. Good Luck To You!
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@dachavez ·
Sounds like my life a little lol. Good luck Matt. You'll make it out alive and thriving. You seem intelligent and talented. More than many others can say. I look forward to following your journey since I am new.
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@heymattsokol ·
Ah sorry to hear that you are in a similar situation lol. Thanks @dachavez
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@naya001 ·
Good luck to you man
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Wow - being a pro Steemit blogger isn't all it's cracked up to be - big ups for being brave enough to post that, and I hope things start working out better

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