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He's a once in every 10 year type of fighter. Rare. And thanks for caring. I've been ok. Tough. But ok. I've been looking for a therapist to help me dig through some stuff. But no doubt I will overcome.
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You absolutely will man, I was depressed for years and years, legit, and I chipped away at it and overcame it very slowly, it takes time and it won't just click, you'll only know it's happened once you're there, so you could be close, you never know. ;) have you tried mindfulness? Its amazing.
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Never heard of mindfulness. How did it help you?
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It's a way to physically make bad thoughts pass, It's very difficult at first, but if you keep at it, it can do wonders, look into man, if you meditate at all it should come easy to you. https://www.mindful.org/meditation/mindfulness-getting-started/
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