Thanks. I like you, too. Agreed, somewhat, on the 'everyone can see it'. Not yet, though I think they're trying. 

Steemit has the potential for going big. No one is contesting that, I don't think. I'm not. I hope it does. That's why I'm here. 

The thing is, not everyone is out to be a whale. Shocking, I know. I came here for some good articles, interesting people, and maybe make a friend or two. The payout aspect was new to me, so I learned from my new friends and since they help me, I try to return the favor when I can. My mistake in thinking, though, that everybody here views community the way I do. Rude awakening, to say the least. 

So, my goals are scaled back now. No more fundraisers. That way I can't break promises and deflate hopes. Keep things on the surface. Focus on extracting worth. Don't over-deliver. 

This should avoid any future misunderstanding on my part and minimize my disruptions. 

Good luck with your goals and aspirations. I truly hope they work out for you!