Man, you giving that 5 word testimony is enough to stoke my aspiration to the point of jealousy. Just look at the way you live!! 

but of course the its the early grind that counts the most. its when you dont have anything to show, things are hard the same way you are still inexperienced. 

i'd like to see myself as being at that point. hopefully i can grind enough now that one day when i live the same life as you, i can look back to days like today and be proud i did what im doing.