I can understand you much more than you think Terry. My heart bleeds for you, the emotional turmoil, the stress, the bills that are mounting. However, if you believe in Yahweh (Jehovah) then you must know these are tests of faithfulness, will you remain faithful to the end like Job? Or will you succumb to Satan the devil, the liar, that is tempting you to lose salvation by enticing you to suicidal thoughts? I am hoping you hold on to faith like Jesus when he was tempted in the mount by Satan or like Job where his own wife showed little faith and support? 

On a different note, I have not received an email for my contribution to Uloggers. I’d be more than happy to give back.    

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