My intention is not to make anyone look bad. Perhaps it's a big misunderstanding on my part. I only wanted to share, and the bitterness exists, because in many ways I am still feeling like a child.......no harm being wanted, only to share something that cannot be repeated, and in this case, that moment exists only once. Dan isn't in Steemit any more.

thanks. I feel bad, of course, because I said I wouldn't release it, but it's now a year later.....I never really understood why i couldn't in the first place....I decided to release it and my bitterness along with it, hoping that I don't hurt anyone along the way.