Okay here I go. Issue: rejected by a group of ppl that I was hoping to connect with. Applied the Modules. Life Purpose: My life purpose is not to seek approval from these people. These people ignored all my suggestions and appeals for them to get on board with me for mental and emotional self help. My life purpose is to talk about mental and emotional self help and encourage others to have mental Wellness and for me to have mental Wellness and to approval seek will not serve this purpose or my life purpose. I'm not a beggar for people's approval. They either give it to me or they don't and I give it to myself. Behavioral awareness and change: Go elsewhere to testify your program and process. I know others may be interested. Life Experiences: I understand that I came from a life of abandonment and abuse and that I can change this pattern by no longer inviting it in my life. It has been familiar to me. Emotions and Thoughts Process: I can live without this pattern and dynamic. I will do research on, and practice self approval, self care, tolerance, and move on.
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